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Last Post ..

2008-04-25T00:34:00.001-07:00

Dear blog and all readers out there ... i guess this is my last n final post for this blog ... I have used this blog for more den 3 yrs now .. but everything has an end 1 day and today is the END for my blog ... Good Bye ...

Well .. there r a few reasons 2 closing this blog ... mainly is that i dun really post many entries anymore ... and a few other reasons the readers sld know it well already =)

Good bye my blog ... its a nice 3 yrs (=

PS: If u r too bored .. u could read my prev post .. should b enough to make u laugh ur ass off

cb jk ...

2008-04-18T23:17:00.000-07:00

hey peeps .. i said i would blog and here i m blogging AGAIN ... well the reason for me to stop blogging for such a long while is quite obvious to some pple ... thanks to a certain SOMEONE who found my blog ... and intend to stalk me for the rest of life ... =(

and how the hell some 1 would rmb the URL of this blog site when his last visit was like 3 yrs ago ... guess we live in a strange strange world ....

blogging

2008-04-03T13:34:00.000-07:00

juz read up a few of my frens blogs ... n i decided to blog too even though it is god dam late now ...

So many things happen since i last blogged ... too lazy 2 blogged all of them bah ... celebrated a few bdae ... had quite alot of fun .. pulled a apr fool prank on some 1 AT 8AM .... ok that was smth ... meet up a few frens ... had a few drinks with frens .. continue to spend $$ like crazy ... n still working in super low pay job =) ...

oh oh .. i have been chiong-ing driving for the whole week now ... n will contiune for 2 more weeks .. omg .. its like going to sch ... but fun ! drove the courses in circuit .. dam fun lar ... most instructers said that my driving was nt bad ... well hope there r right n i can pass in the first time ... hehehe used less den 2k ... really happy ...

and i always meet frens in bbdc de ... dunno y ... the most common phrase is
fren: Eh ww u oso learn driving arh ..
me: yup
fren: learn until where le ... eh i dint know u learning oso lar .. i thought u pass le
me: hahaha no lar ... i now chionging drive lor .. my tp coming le
fren: when is it?? confident ornot?
me: dunno lei ...
blah blah blah .... always same thing =X hahahahaha

sld change the way i speak soon man ... the replies i get r too predictable le ... =)

cure for boredem ..

2008-03-30T11:07:00.000-07:00

after slacking for a mth + ... i have thought of a way to cure myself from boredem ... guess im nt as slack as before ....

First i m going 2 find a instant paying job .... working in settlers IS KILLING ME .... ok i m super broke now with quite alot of debts ... i could nv clear them ... the day i pay back is the day i will borrow from them AGAIN ... hahaha =X

Second thing is that i m going to pick up READING .... UNBELIEVEABLE RITE ??? yeah i haven read a non-text book in 10 yrs ... and i haven touch a BOOK in 3 yrs =) .... but yes i m going to pick up reading ... already choose some books to buy le ... but short of $$$ to buy .. so yeah ... this would wait

thirdly ... i plan to meet every1 i know at least once before i go NS ... yeah ... sld catch up with my frens already ...

that sld b all for now =) i got a bz life now ... yeah

broke ...

2008-03-26T11:45:00.000-07:00

dear blog ... i m now seriously broke ... living heavily in debts ... it is coz i m having holidays with a super weak paying job .... argh i m screwed ... spend like double of my allowance given to me ... and my 1 mth pay cant support me for 1 week ... tts dam sad ..... NID A NEW JOB !!!!!!

oh well .. i m finding jobs now ... (but surly no serious jobs) NO ACCOUNTING JOBS !!!!! nid income .... instant paying jobs plz !!!

thinking alot ...

2008-03-25T13:12:00.000-07:00

i have been thinking abt my future ... hmm .. will it b interesting ??? or juz work till i die ... if u know me well enough u would know that i dun really like working for pple ... haha abit stubbon kind ... and i dun like working for $$$ ... haiz .. abit screw up man ... dunno how m i going 2 survive ... i think i will either b dam rich or dam poor =) ...

Higher chance 2 b dam poor bah ... told my mum that i wanna cont to study after NS but dun1 to work .. u str8 away sian diao ... HAHAHAHAHA its priceless man to see her face ... ^^ but enough with the jokes .. i still dunno wad 2 study after my NS .. most pple ask me to chill as i need to serve another 2 yrs of shit ... but i m kind of lost now ...

i feel like setting up a cafe ... =X ... but i nid cash man ... cold hard cash ... intersted investors plz hop up to me ... i have this screw up idea that may cost up to 500k ... hahahahha can buy super nice car le sia ... guess i m 1 screw up kid to think of screw up ideas ... good nite

yt bdae ..

2008-03-24T21:58:00.000-07:00

once again its YT bdae ... well that say "smart" guy ask us to meet at 9am for dim sum ... seriously .. wad is he thinking man ... the nite before i slpet at 5am and could only force myself up at 9am .... and of coz every1 else is late too =) ...

reached the meeting place at around 10am ... juz in time ... most pple reach at the same time too ... no wonder we r good frens =X ...

had a really heavy bfast n chat chat chat ... ntil around 1-2pm ... yt sc yl marcus jm wei frog headed down to sentosa ... i dint wanna go so i wanted 2 go home get some more rest first ...

but end up xy n gina pulled me 2 go shopping with them ... oh well .. den i followed n see some stuff as well ... slacked abit in some small cafe to have tea n cakes ... gina bought a dress for her ball in the evening ... after trying on around 7 dresses ... xy tried to decide between 2 dresses .. but end up not buying any ...

after tt we spilt our ways ... gina had 2 go back to prepare for the ball .. xy go back home 2 re-dress make up for another bdae party ... i went down 2 settlers (coz i promise) to play games with them ... haha dint work on that day ... =X= ... play play play until around 7+ ... headed down to frog hse ...

they have part 2 celebration .. coz frog bdae is 1 day after yt's ... they bought steamboat food already and sneek a cake into the hse without yt n frog knowning ... they sld b some pro bank robbers lar ....

at frog hse .. celebrate .. do stupid things ... drink .. eat ... mahjong ... tv ... wii .... chat ... psp ... cards ... drink some more .... haha around there ... play n slack till the nxt day 1pm ... time flies when u r having fun ...

it was nice catching up again ... they haven really changed much ... but mayb abit more problems n $$ issue ... oh well ... tt is life ... If we can only get back to sec sch days ... things r way simpler den ...

Really had fun .. although no1 got drunk ... =X ...

dun make sense ...

2008-03-20T13:47:00.000-07:00

i juz read thru some of my prev post ... there are like so many errors lar .. grammer n vocab ... n some stuff i type dun even make sense ... dun understand how u pple could stand reading this ....

get alive man ... go to slp or do smth betta =) ... dun think i dunno who u r ... i m slowly finding all of my blog readers liao ...

BEWARE .... FEAR shall b upon u ... =)

bored ...

2008-03-19T10:32:00.000-07:00

Nearly 1 mth since i grad from NP le ... life as been tone-ed down alot ... very bored actually ... miss those crazy days .. hahaha ...

oh well ... i really got nth 2 do .. esp at nite ...

maggie mee ..

2008-03-18T01:55:00.000-07:00

somtimes all u nid is maggie mee =)

hmm ok it sounds stupid ... but yes i m hungry now ... i haven been doing much these days .. juz driving lessons n cfp lessons .. day dreaming reading newspaper hanging out ... watching movies online ... really good life .. but i think it would get boring soon .. thinking of getting a betta job .. as in a betta PAYING job ...

sld i sld i ??? hmm mayb when i m back from all my trips ...

nth 2 post ...

2008-03-14T14:00:00.000-07:00

i m not blogging coz i have nth 2 say .. nt becoz i m lazy ... =)

Cheers* ... still enjoying life ...

surpise

2008-03-12T10:01:00.000-07:00

Once again i m super surpise that pple actually read this crap that i m typing now ... haiz .. oh well .. so i shall cont writing crap here for super bo liao pple 2 read ...

Btw i still have alot of pple to thank .. but too lazy 2 cont liao ... u guys sld know it inside ur heart bah ... =) TA05 nt selfish ....

hmm ok .. i have been slacking for 2.5 weeks by now ... Officially a FULL TIME SLACKER ... woo hoo ... sld b a dream come true .. but i m getting bored ... real bored .... guess slacking for 3 yrs is more den enough for me...

the plan for march n apr is finish up my CFP course n driving lesson ... and work in settlers on sat ONLY =X ... thats all ... simple n sweet ...

my fren juz reminded me when NP is giving back us the result for the year .. SCREW THAT GUY MAN ... i told him NOT to tell me liao ... n he juz spit it out right away .. DAM IT ... now i know when i getting back results .. oh man ... "FORCE DELETE" it out from my head .... arghhhhh =X

good nite bored pple reading my blog ... n u guys r really bo liao .... cya ...

exams over...

2008-02-24T19:09:00.000-08:00

its the end o my exams .. oso the mark the end of my poly life. I do have mixed feelings. Of coz part of me is happy coz exams r over and i can get back to my normal slow-paced n super fun life. But other part of me super misses sch n pple that i known in sch man ... n the final part of me DUN WANNA GO NS ...

Had a really fun 3 yrs ... made many good frens man ... i guess without them i would nv get my dilopma that easily =X thank you every1 ...

TA05 was fun man ...
YR 1 was all about the guys only ... we 6 fuckers always hang out after sch .. go play lan or pool man .. rmbed those days ... n we can sit in stupid KFC chair n talk cock for 5 hrs till our ass cramp ... OMG ... Hope we still remain close after our poly days man ... P.S Jere will still fly our aeroplane =X ...

YR2 the gers joined us for some reason which i dunno y ... well at first they wasnt really close 2 us ... mayb coz we did stuff they wunt intersted in .. but soon we got really good man ... n i think we influnce them alot bah ... they even began 2 talk like us ... DAM IT =X ...

oh wells ... i will still rmb .. (TA05 nt selfish =X)

Attachement frens ...
A bunch of good buddies man ... we went thru all the shit tgt ... can u believe that we started counting down since D2 of our attachment ... it was that bad ... Although we hang out very little n spent nt veru much time hanging out .. (other den slacking in officer tgt, playing psp in toilet, bad mouthing our screw up managers, playing sukudo during office hrs) but hope we remain good frens still man =)

Lastly was TA25
It was a bunch of screw up class man ... no one really studies ... wth rite ... 3 of the ta05 guys were tgt .. that was me jere n jh ... same old crappy stuff man ... still doing last min projects ... gotta admit those were the good old days ! ALTHOUGH jere dint really help much man ... but 3 of us rush thru our FP project in the last day .. n scored 190+/200 ... oh dam it .. we r good =X ... but of coz we nid 2 tkz those pple who lent us their projects for ref man ... tkz u pple .. u know who u r ... without ur ref ... we can nv finish our project on time =)

there was this grp of 2 gers .. estee n serene ... see them like those nv talk so much pple ... once u get 2 know them ... they super talk cock man .... wth ... say them 1 word they throw 10 back at u ... LOL holy shit rite ??? but it was fun =)

den there was emily n amanda gang ... haha emily oso fake quiet 1 ... actually talk all the super lame stuff till i nearly CMI ... amanda super hardworking n smart too .. own us in everything ... =X

there was mic n li xian oso ... they really helped us in the last sem man .. tkz man !!! still nv get to take mic car before ... dam sad arh ... guess i would not have the chance anymore =)

I really wanna tkz everyone that helped me thru my poly life n have made it a pleasent one for me =) ...

Special tkz to:

TA05:
Ashley (guy) : always hanging out with me outside sch .. n doing stupid stuff tgt =X and tkz for eating my bun when we eat canteen 1 westen stall .. (I HATE THE BUN)

KR: hahahha sorry for all the fatty suaning ... u r not that fat bah ... juz DAM FAT !!!! =) tkz for taking all the crappyness and playing along ... without u our class wunt b that much fun man ...

JH: u r full of lame shit ... betta dun suan me or i throw u inside the pond with mark =)

JERE: tkz for keep PS us till we seriously sian le =) n sorry for all the blackie jokes ... but seriously u r black lar ... can fight with bangkala ^^

Derrick: hello mr. slacker ... tkz for always slacking with me man ... really ultimate arh us ... cannot get anymore slack le ... hahaha =p

MayMay: tkz for all the help u given me ... like remind me about classes ... tell me about make up ... provide me tutorial ans and Qns =X ... u really made a big differances in my studies man .. tkz alot!

Sin ee: HAHAHAHAHAHA BIG EYE MONSTER ... cannot tkz u enough man ... ever since yr1 i borrow ur notes to photocopy right before exams .. i swear i every sem spend at least $50 to photo copy ur notes .. =X ... without u i would fail man ... really tkz alot ... u helped me alot alot alot ... n i m addicted to ur font lar ... y o u w r i t e l i k e t h i s ... =) love it .... 0.3/0.7cm spacing ... HAHAHAHA ... tkz tkz tkz for bringing all ur notes to sch for us to photo copy man ...

TIFF !!!!: ty for taking all my crap to u man .. always talk cock with u online yet u r still so happy abt it .. =) quite guilty abt it osolar .. but u r really fun to talk to CHEERS*

WENDY: HAHAHAHHA dun1 comment abt u arh .... u dint help me much though .. i suspect u nid more help den me .. LOL =X ... but anw tkz for being my fren =)

mic / lixian : tkz alot for the help in the last sem ... doing project with us is tough .. i know ... we have a super slacker in our team (jere) and 2 last min pple (me n jh) ... i nv really do much oso actually ... lalalala

The rest of TA05: u guys made a differance in my life too =)

(TO B CONTIUNED)

exam period

2008-02-17T19:21:00.001-08:00

I m in the middle of exams period now ... but i m not really studying though .. still playing around hanging out but not as much bah ... spared some time 2 study .. n i m so screwed =)

ok ytd i went 2 watch movie with another fren .. Ah long pte .. nt a bad show .. was quite funny at a few parts ... The sell tix auntie nearly bastard me n my fren ... at first when we say we wan 2 tix ... den she wanna put us seprate with 1 gap in the middle ... we dint know y at that time n juz laughed and requested 2 b tgt lor ...

When we entered the cinema, we spotted a ger directly infront of us sitting alone watching. I rmbed when we choosing our seats that time there sld b no one in front of us lar ... Later on we realised that that ger sld b the auntie's daughter. The auntie wanna bastard her by putting her in the middle of us. Dam evil mother sia .. hahaha n really dam bastard ...

My fren reason for the auntie actions is that "coz we look decent" ... ZZZ

oh well .. back 2 study !

exams

2008-02-04T11:41:00.000-08:00

Exams r round the corner .. yet i have nt been studying much .. haiz .. dunno y ...

tml is going 2 b my last lecture .. =( saded ... sch rockz .. HAHA ...

got nth 2 say actually .. juz come here 2 slack for a bit ..

oh yar .. CNY n Vday is coming ... but exams r juz rite after them .. guess i wunt b celebrating much .. I juz love holidays ^^ nv let me down .. hahaha seasons greetings n have fun

a ger with same thoughts

2008-01-30T11:13:00.000-08:00

recently .. i have been talking alot to a particular ger who seem to have at in common with me ... as in we have the same thinking n way of life abt things ... only a bit of differances which is how we handle things bah ...

pretty cool person ... is like talking 2 myself ... sweet rite ???

nah i admit i m more lame .. =)

lots of pple reading this blog ..

2008-01-27T10:49:00.000-08:00

i m starting 2 get the feeling that alot of pple actually read this shit ... hmmm thats quite bad ... u guys should check out the URL of this blog ... it says who say you can read this ... and yes .. this blog is nt for pple 2 read .. it is for me 2 put some crappy stuff out here for fun n 2 kill some of my time i guess .. =)

ok .. back 2 normally blogging ... bascially i had a fast pace week ... dun even feel like 3 days but a week has past ... too bz i guess ... ok sch days r pretty fun ... morning sch .. afternoon board game room =X ... *my classmates r addicted* ... nite time slack ... nice life ehh .. ^^

Friday nite went 2 serene's bdae party ... quite a fun party though ... although some pple there r quite crazy .... play chop chilli chop ... OMG my heart nearly die lar ... some more they drink n jump .. sure die early sia ... ok they r crazy ... but it was a fun nite ... although i dint really get high ...

ok on sat .. went 2 work in the evening ... nt very bz but short of pple working that nite ... but oso no choice ... work till closing .. hmm 3+ reach home ...

sunday juz slack at home .. watch videos n stuff .. spend some good time with family ... (basically every taking afternoon nap) and that is good life =)

is funny how my family bond together ... well we can scream n shout at 1 another but the nxt day we could laugh n watch tv tgt ... but we r fighting lesser compare 2 last time .. and that is good ... hahaha ... Full of stubbon headed pple and hot tempered ... haiz ...

lots of things ..

2008-01-15T09:05:00.001-08:00

Lots of things has changed since i last blogged ... too much for me to even recall but i do have the impact of every little change ...

I juz came back for a chalet held by settlers staff .. haha it was really quite fun .. suffer from abit of culture shock by other than that it was good ... i guess many pple do things differently ... seriously .. i first time in my life see like 7 pple crowding from the bbq pit n bbq de ... In my life time i think i had bbq-ed more den 80 times .. mayb more ... but seriously that many pple bbq-ing n r so enthu about cooking is a rare sight ... oh well ... good for me though ... but no1 there really know how 2 start fire .. so i had to help them quite alot .. coz very hungry le =X ...

ok enough of food ... it was fun working in settlers man .. nv regret joining .. although it had killed by fridays n sat ... However , most of the old staff are leaving or have already left .. =( saded ... nt sure whether i sld stay ornot ... see how bah ...

enough of settlers ... these few days i have been thinking abt wad 2 do nxt after NS ... really smth stress man ... more stress den taking exams =) ... i even cannot concentrate playing games lar ... haha rare sight arh ...

haiz ... growing up too fast man ... still wanna b young =) sad saded sadest ...

argh .. dun care for the time been bah .. cny coming .. must enjoy !!!! den exams haha .. wierd timing .. but after that grad le ... =( den NS

2008

2008-01-01T11:16:00.000-08:00

today is the first day of 2008 ...

After a long tiring but fun week ... it is now the start of a new yr ... really had lots of fun in the pass few days ... is juz like those good old days !!! when we juz hang out grab a beer n chill out with cards mahjong tv and lots of food ... well good time pass quickly ...

however, this yr will nt b a very good yr for me ... as in after last yr .. my life will start 2 b more n more boring ... is like the peak of my life has past ... so sad rite ... mid of this i will b in NS .. cant even celebrate my bdae =( n nid 2 go thru 2 yrs of shit ... after posting out nid 2 go thru 10 yrs of re-service ... although i know i will find fun out of that shit but wad is better den life as a student ?

hopefully i will cont 2 study n pursure higher lv of cert ... but den i dun feel like working after that too ... so no pt studyingso much rite ... haizzz .. anyway i have another 2 more yrs 2 think over wad i wanna do bah ...

-=Post new yr emo=-

merry xmas !

2007-12-30T00:08:00.000-08:00

merry xmas every1 ... another its quite a few days pass xmas but still in the jingle bell mood .. =)

just came here 2 blog down my xmas period and all the fun i had .. (in case i forget) ...

it all started on 22dec ... my parents organised a bbq party at lakeshore ... my mum invited some of good frens over too and of coz my family, aunties and cousins was there too ... had quite alot of fun .. although the beer ran out dam quickly ... i think we only had like 12 from the start ... haha den my father keep kp kp kp say where got pple buy so little 1 ... haha abit siao liao ... due to dunno wad reasons my frens left early .. 11+ arh ... i help pack up the bbq stuff n went up to the condo le ...

was about to prepare 2 go home ... my cousin asked me to play daidee 1 card ten cents ... coz another cousin which is playing very noob .. lose dam alot le .. they dun1 her 2 play ... dunno y arh .... den i juz play lor ...

later they force me play mahjong again coz 3 lack 1 ... den bo bian i play lor ... 30cent - 60 cent 1 ... quite firece for me bah ... i decent young kid only ... we started at around 2am by the time we finish 2 (pok) rounds is already like 6am le ... was winning like $200+ den they dam smart keep asking me 2 cont playing when i really wan 2 slp le .. coz nxt day i nid 2 wake up at 10am ... haiz at last i cont play with them lor until 8am !!!! n only left with 2 hrs of slp =) ... in the end won like $100+ nt too bad arh ...

ok slp for 2 hrs on the floor .....

wake up at 10am rush home to bath n change .. went down to town with frens to do some last min present shopping hang out n enjoy xmas eve eve with them ... had quite a good time even though i was zombiefied =)

around evening ... met up with my poly yr 1 classmates at yew tee .. we went 2 sin ee hse ... surprisingly every1 turn up except wendy .. derrick brought his gf along too ... dam funny lar ... the gf say he dunno how 2 cook porriage ... had fun chatting n eating ... (KR EAT THE MOST) ... hahaha it was pot luck although the guys juz brought the drinks ... ^^ ... den it was present xchange time !!! i got a T SHIRT !! from esprit i think ... haven really check it out yet ... =X ...

so we left sin ee hse around 11+ due to some1 say wanna go home early or wad .. i really dunno .... the guys thought that it was quite early 2 go back home ... den i invited them to lake shore 2 slack lor since no1 is using it that day .... there was me ash pau kr JERE jh who went ... we started by take turn to bath n lie on the bed watching tv .... den played risk for the rest of the nite ... until 6am den every1 including me went back home to slp !!! =) haha was really dam tired le ... was like 2 hrs slp in 48 hrs ... hahahha ...

ok that was 23rd

on 24th xmas eve !!! i woke up at around 6pm ... saw my phone n it was MASS miss calls n SMS ... sorry frens ... first stop ... we went 2 eat expensive food like every yr .... oh ya ... me n my grp of frens always do the same thing every xmas .... =X ... we went down to vivo a jap buffet rest ... omg the food is gooooood ... the price is better .... was like $50+ per person for 2 hrs ... but we ate till we hardly could walk ... dam shoik ...

den we went up to vivo roof to see the SUPER BIG XMAS TREE ..... WOOOO ... ok nxt we rush down to orchard 2 meet up with ken ryan n ah wei ... dunno y we every yr must go there count down ... almost like its a tradition since sec sch ... the crowd there r juz the same ... but this yr we hang out in town till around 1am den we headed down to settlers cafe ...

Settlers cafe (my working place) was having a party too .. so me n jm juz went down for a while to check it out lor ... haha it was fun lar .. we played some games n meet up with our frens there ... we left at around 3am coz every1 else was leaving too .. =X ... bought sabouter (a card game) to give sc as xmas present ...

coz nxt we headed down 2 frog hse ... LAST STOP !!!! weee ... ok there was yt yl sc frog marcus wei wei gl jm n me !!!! as usal lots of bottles of liqour but no beer !!! they nv learn 1 ... nvm ... taught them how 2 play sabouter den we ended up playing the whole nite/day ... from 3am - 12pm ... lolz .. punishment was drinking liquor , water ... push ups .. sit ups ... and many more lor ... haiz .... those were the days .... lol ... alright so after that we all went home n have a good time slp on xmas day !!!

ok that was xmas ... nxt will b new yr day !!! WEEE welcome 2008 !!!!

Holidays !

2007-12-18T12:54:00.001-08:00

exams are over n it time for a short little holiday ... all holidays are great whether is long or short ... but some times i juz miss having exams ... at least there is smth 2 work for ...

however it is still cool to have some time off to relax n do my stuff ... haven been doing much these few days .. hang out all day at the usual spot ... watched movies - warlord and golden compass ... dam it .. i spend alot on movies .. haha ... warlord is nt a bad show =) (mark say i like violence)

After the show we discuss abt 1 part of the show ... is when the general kill 4000 enemy soliders after they surrender ... coz they have not enough food to support them so they cant join them ... and if they let them go they might form up a rebel n attack them in the future ... sad sad part ... so i suggest that the best way out is to ask them cut away 1 of their limbs ... den set them free ... good idea rite ... short of 1 limb they cannot fight anymore ... and if they hungry n no food .. they can eat their limb =X .. LOL i was juz kiddin ... hahahaha

ok watching movie is fun ... golden compass is nt as nice as expected ... dun really like it though ... sad ... hmm did nth much other den watch movie ... juz hang out till very late .. slacking in hawker center with frens .... eat eat eat drink drink drink waste $$$ .... play arcade play lan buy things eat eat eat ... but tml nid 2 go work le ... hahaha

Super slack holidays ...

study tips ..

2007-12-11T09:59:00.000-08:00

hi folks .. its exam time ... should spend time to study instead of reading this crap ... =)

so in act of good will i shall share some exam tips i learn over 10 yrs in my pri n sec schs ... tkz to some super good teacher that teach me how 2 slack =X ...

ok first always study around 2 weeks before your paper ... at least read through or know which topics r more impt n get ur notes ready if u still do not have. Basically is juz to collect all the info n be preapre 2 start studying ... This process should not take more than 1 week or u can go bang wall =)

so you should start 2 study 1 week before your exam .. and i really mean STUDY .... plan plan n plan before you start ... give more time for harder subjects or those that u r weaker in (if u know) ... den follow your plan ... if u take more time den expected give up some of ur relaxing time 2 study (i never do that =X) ... haha .. start studying the last paper first den second last paper n towards the earliest paper ... (this is really good) ... the best time 2 study for the subject is the same time as the exam is on ( i dun do that though) ...

i cant name the rest bah ... is a in me already ... haha

ok now for the day of exam ... revise on the day before the exam and not on the day of exam ... you should relax n not study on the same day of exam even though the paper is in the afternoon ... do not wake up too early as well as it may screw ur brain big time =) ... for me i will wake up 2 hrs before exam so my brain can wake up ... haha if cant i will blust music super loud till it wakes up ... weeee i love that =X

i dunno y but i play more games n watch more tv during exam time ... abit wierd .. but i dun care .... oh wells .. exam would b over soon n i wunt b home most of the time le =( ... hahaha ... XMAS IS COMING ... i m so in xmas mood now adays ... weets ... nt getting wasted this yr ^^

smiling ...

2007-12-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

ok i shall talk about smiling today =)

a smile can change your day n make other's day as well .. so plz smile (= ... it can make u look more beautiful n make ur eyes seem so much smaller den it already is (like mine) -.- haha ... alright i know my eyes is small .. but cute mah :$ hahaha i give up trying 2 bluff abt nt having small eyes le .. lolz

i dun understand y some pple juz cannot smile ... either they pms everyday of the mth or they try 2 save strength but putting up the emotionless face ... (which is quite cool at times) ... diao .... it would nt hurt much to smile man ... haiz .. too many emo kids around now adays ...

exams r round the corner but i m still nt studying ... cant get 2 start man ... mayb i will later on ... dunno y but i have lost this motivation 2 carry on study ... mayb its the course ... accounting sux ... seriously ... yet my mum keep influncing every1 in my family 2 go into accounting n denys it =X ... haha wth ... oh well ... i really care .. i m more into finance / biz type of person ... i cant sit in the office 8 hrs aday ... IT WILL KILL ME ... lets juz see how things go over the nxt few years .. last resort den i go to acc lor =X do boring shit till i die lor ... haha

weeee =)

fucking tu lan ....

2007-12-02T09:57:00.000-08:00

wah dam tu lan ... some fucking shit make me dam tu lan ... haiz ... i think first time this yr arh ... zzz

dam sian arh ... ok for the record its quite hard 2 make me angry de ... coz i m always smiling n i dun give much shit to pple i dunno ...

not going 2 say who is it or wad he do .. but this particular piece of shit is really dam shit man ... haiz dunno wad i talking oso arh ... mayb the exam stress is getting 2 me ...

i dun normally get stressed up oso ... but this sem is really hard for me man .. getting on my nerves already .. i dun really feel like studying ... dint even like acc in the first place .. another it is quite easy 2 study =X ... finance is quite good but projects arent going as well ...

hard 2 work with different kind of pple bah ... so nw is juz me n jh doing all the shit ... so much for jere saying he wanna change n do the project .. screw him man ... n i haven really start studying ... still dunno anything much abt anything ... nid 2 start like tml!!!!

dam common test ...

oh well .. ytd n today had a pretty good dam ... my bro celebrated his 21 bdae ytd ... kind of a small event thingy ... but the buffet was like 1K+ .. nt really worth it .. but every1 said the food n place was nice ... blah blah blah ... dun care .. but it was quite fun after most of my family members left .. haha ... drank abit too much ... well we nid 2 clear all of the drinks =X tkz 2 my crazy dad .. juz buy additional whole carton of beer ...

he dam funny la ... keep pushing beer to every1 ask them drink up ... bth arh ... ask all my cousins oso ... dunno wad he thinking arh ... suspect he drunk arh ... crazy 1 .. drink beer liquor n wine all together 1 man ... dunno wad 2 say .. haha

so after the party .. we left with like 1 btl of champ 1.5 chivas n 1 can of beer ... hahaha ... dam it i nv get 2 drink any beer =( but i manage 2 get the wine .. haha

haiz .. dun blog le arh .. i go slp .. nites

smiling sux ...

2007-11-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

alright i shall post again ...

recently i come to think about smth i once knew long ago ... is that pple that smile n laugh alot usually arent that happy after all .. dunno y .. mayb they appear 2 b happy to cover up their sadness n to forget about the worries ... its kind of avoiding the problem. yeah so take note of these pple ... =) ...

but pple that are really happy all the time wunt appear 2 b happy .. coz they nv experiance sadness and cant enjoy the happy times they have.

Oh well ... to most pple this is crap but if u really understand it u will find is so true ... depands whether u wanna believe ornot =) ...

haha i love this kind of theory shit ... althought most pple call it "logical crap" ... haha makes u think n think .. n den u will believe it yet u know it is crap ...

ok .. back to normal blogging ... ytd i think i scored a gold for my napfa, coz i kinda cheated .. for more details plz ask me ... haha nt 2 proud or cheating though .. haaha .. but i did 11 PULL UP MYSELF weee =) surprise surpise ...

working in settlers cafe now ... really nice place 2 work in .. although pay is rather low compared 2 other jobs =X .... but its fun n slack ... tt is all that matter ... basically in weekdays there wunt b many customers .. so we will sit down n play board games ourself ... n nid 2 cook our own meal =X (which i still dunno how 2 yet) ... well its dam fun ... if the pay is like doubled the would b perfect ... hahahhaha i sld b dreaming ..

haiz nvm nid 2 go study le .. common test coming ... =X i dunno any shit abt anything .. haha good luck (=

training for nafa ..

2007-10-05T11:50:00.000-07:00

still in holidays n nth much 2 do ... wake up at 12 everyday quite on time ... den i will slack n try to find lunch mate till 2 ... have my lunch/bf ... nth new juz the same stuff everyday ...

training for my NAFA these days ... dam stress sia ... my target is 11 pull up less den 10mins for 2.4 ... jumping around 250 arh ... the rest just aim 5 pts arh ... but sit n reach give me die arh ... sian ....

today was the first time i jog 2.4 after sec sch man ... haha kind of sux man .. but i ran right after playing soccer ( excuses ) .... =) ... but time was 14.30 .. nt bad arh for first run in 3-4 yrs

target less den 10mins arh ... psycho myself =X ... but sld b can arh ... sec sch 9 min lei .. zzz ... dam it .. some more last time do pull up no kick .. no max can do 7-8 arh .. ZZZzzzzz .. haha i tell my mother i run slow liao .. she laugh n say i old liao =X ... thanks for encouagement weee =)

ok train train train ... like those stupid dragon boat pple =) oh let me make 1 comment .. i think dragon boat pple last time cfm kanna laugh coz they weaker .. den they sad .. go poly train so can b fitter den us ... den end up become gay coz they fall in love with their own body =X ...

ok nites OH OH n new south park esp for season 11 is OUT !!!! <<<--- ignore this if u dun understand ...

dun think any1 will read this anyways .. oh wells have fun ...

finding gf ...

2007-09-24T12:16:00.000-07:00

another bored day have pass ... well SP started n those idoits went to sch with hangovers ... haha oh ya .. ytd was JK bdae so we went down to holland V have dinner at some hogs cafe or smth like tt .. and got some drinks at eski bar ... oh well of coz i will end up doing the bastard things as expected ... nt really la .. i just go with the flow .. haha .. well i helped the bdae boy to order waterfall n of coz make him drink up .. haha his face become totally red sia .. later they play game to see who can stay in the super cold room the longest ... haha die sia ... i cfm lose sia

after that they went home early coz nxt day GOT SCH for them ... WAHAHHA me xl jm went to watch soccer .. manu win che seh ... how rare ...

well when i got home .. those fuckers still playing wow n watching soccer ... haha so much for slping early .. but they went to bed at around 1... consider early le bah ...

so much for ytd ...

today did nth much .. choose my IS class .. got into stocks .. haha not surpise as many pple would say ... but they will be if they found out i got into the 8-12 slot for IS .. hahaha =X ... waking for a monday 8am class seems impossible .. oh well dun give a dam ...

last sem already dam sad ... god dam sad .... bloody hell god dam sad ... =)

after that NS ... n than life sux even more after that ... although it is already quite sucky now ...

haha for now .. juz chatting around ... sian of wow le ... mayb coz no1 play with me ... haha we talking abt we really nid 2 go dating agency soon le =) yeah mayb after NS .. bunch of us can go in ... sad sad sad .... no choice arh ... nice gers r rare now a days ... sad sad sad ...

troubled

2007-09-21T13:36:00.000-07:00

trouble troubled troublesome ... FUCKING TROUBLESOME ... zzz

hi blog

2007-09-11T13:20:00.000-07:00

hi blog ... long time no see ...

well got nth much 2 say .. life has been boring no adays .. haha although i have lots of stuff 2 do but still constantly feeling bored ... n yes .. we call this "the attack of the sianness" .. hmm has been going along for like 3 yrs now .. so getting the hang of it =)

haha it is not depression or anything close arh .. just that most things that is fun in sg we have already tried it ... n of coz we do not juz try it once ... we do over n over again till we get sick of it ... is like eating chicken rice .. first time u eat u think very nice .. den u eat thru out the whole week .. still nt bad .. den ur frens ask u to eat that for the whole mth ..

haha mayb i have a crazy bunch of frens .. haiz ... oh ya .. we spend $$ like water too .. THATS BAD ! mainly spend on movies .. 1 mth mayb 50-100$$ on it ..

but now we r into tennis .. thanks to my influnce =X ... haiz mayb i overdo it a little ... now they want to play EVERYDAY ... haha today is the third consecative day we r playing ... and we play min 4 hrs each time .. haha than once reach home we wow together ... haha i really dunno what to say ...

AT least its still fun ...

OH YA OH YA ... my bro juz bought a new dog .. golden retriver .. sounds cool rite ... but it is driving me mad soon ... everyday pee n shit .. n some times on the floor .. gotta clear up non stop ... troublesome man ... my mum say its juz like bringing up a kid ... HAHAHA only that child grow up can support the family ( HINTING ME) but dog grow up le juz die .. =X lame way of saying it but it is quite true ...

oh wells .. wad is done is done ... but the dog is really cute man .. starting 2 learn how 2 listen to SIT n FETCH le ... n my mission is to teach the dog to bring my socks to the kitchen ... hehehehe ...

cool lor ... u reach home take off ur shoes .. den pass ur dog the socks ... =) hahahaha ^^ evil sia me

thinking

2007-08-17T12:22:00.001-07:00

been thinking of some stuff in my head lately ...

thinking thinking thinking .. hope i dun grow too much white hair =(

hello

2007-08-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

hey its holidays again n i got nth 2 do so i came here ... tkz to jh the fucker who told me to blog too ...

well i m really free now so here i m blogging .. got really nth much to say coz i spend my whole day doing nth ... ehh watching the whole season of lost 3 is doing nth rite .. i think so ...

but lost3 was quite good .. well betta den expected .. i thought it would b crap but surpisingly it was actually betta den crap .. cool =)

played a few games with my fren who r now having exams .. haha dam evil sia me .. later they all fail sure kp me 1 =)

ok lets see wad i did today ... work up at 10 to jog but raining ... so go back to slp .. den wake up at 2 eat lunch den start watching lost3 .. watch till 5+ play game .. den ken call me go downstairs slack but i rejected coz too bored ... watch anime den eat dinner den play game till 1am which is now !

cool .. today is so boring... well at least i way betta den attachment =) WOO HOO cheers !

spiderman3

2007-05-03T09:53:00.000-07:00

wow my blog kick ass coz there is a cool shoe =) (lame!) oh wells today was quite fun, though i had to work OT till 7 .. argh fuck it ...

after that went to watch spiderman with frens ... nt really nice bah .. thought it would b betta but its ok .. the graphics is really cool ^^

Shall wait till 24 may n watch pirates .. wee .. dam it tml still have to work .. but at least its a friday tml YEAH ! cya

2007-04-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

I have been thinking alot, whether to start playing back games ornot. used to have alot of fun playing cs dota n those shit. with clans n compy constantly going on. But nw i totally stop gaming already man .. dam it! miss those days when i chiong play CS.

I used to b in the same clan as kenneth called "CSP". That was like one of my most fun gaming days la. Like every day aft sch go lan shop train together, den we will have clan matches for us to kick other pple asses. OMG shoik sia. I m really thinking whether to find a nice game n a nice team n seriously play that game well n become pro.

But i guess is hard to find talented n committed gamers now adays. SAD well it is quite true la for wad kenneth said. The fame isnt there when u r a pro gamer. For example pple will say wah that guy is a pro gamer sia. It kind of sounds like of loser too .. haha =X. Wheras if u r like a pro skater or pro biker sounds much nicer.

Hmm but i dun really cares wad other say so oh wells. I dun care =) Meanwhile i think i juz nid 2 work really hard n save enough $ bah .. dam it ! life sux yeah =) but i aint emo .. haha oh wells until nxt time .. i hope no1 would read this shit. juz some of my thoughts now bah. Peace

New start

2007-04-29T08:45:00.000-07:00

Hey bloggie... i am so bored today that i m actually going to start blogging once again. Hmm .. i dunno wad 2 do these days any more .. everything is like so god dam boring is like i have done everything fun a million time before n it is god dam bored!

N tkz to my fuck up attachment which makes my life so much worse. Thank u for screwing up 6 mths of my life my dear managers =) without u guys i would still consider to be a stupid accountant for a few yrs. But now i think i have delicated my time to earn my capital to start up my own biz.

Gotta b dam cool n fun when that happens man. Already planned out like 75% of everything stuck in my head all the time. Juz waiting for the capital n the right time n ho seh liao arh =)

But life is screw up 1 la .. cfm will nt go according to plan but that is wad makes it so fun. It is all abt risk and overcoming diffcuilties. Well, that is life. u can work till u die or u can b crazy n chase a stupid dream.

Well, chasing a stupid dreams sounds much more fun yeah?

BACK

2006-10-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

hmm .. i m so dam bored that i decided to blog .. lolz .. life is now moving really slowly for me .. no more fast paste fast actions days .. its juz peace n joy

its been a long time since i blogged .. check the last entry i posted .. it was like in feb ... lol .. n now its oct already .. almost 8mths ago .. wow i growed old .. n i m 18 yr old now ... no more the young playful 17 yr old days ... =)

i realise i have not contact many of my frens already ... well mayb thats part of life ... old things dun go .. new 1 do nt come ... sad =( ... how i wish i could go back to the fun old sec days but guess that is impossible ..

well i nid turn in soon .. although it is only 12.15am now =X .. haha no choice .. working full time as accounting assistant in some office near boon lay ...

well be back another day ... but guess no 1 will ever read this bah ... haha =)

HEY PEEPS

2006-02-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

HEY PEEPS .. i shall blog again .. but not too often i guess .. haha life is boring ... nth 2 realli much 2 say .. well .. mayb my life 2 me is boring .. but not to u pple .. =X ....

haha ... btw deb ... give me ur link to ur blog again .. i shall link u .. =)

have fun pple ... good luck for exams n all ...

sian~

2006-01-04T10:58:00.000-08:00

dear blog ... haiz .. i really dam sian ... i m so sian that i haven step out of house for the whole day !!!!! haha wth rite ... really nv tep out of house ... i spent like more den haf the day here !!! in front of the com screen .. and the other haf slping ... wad a day ...

mark came my hse juz now ... coz his hse no electic ... dunno wtf oso ... haha .. but at least he bought lunch for me .. =X .. den dinner eat hm oso .... com tv slp com tv slp ... haiz .. NO LIFE !!!!

SIAN !!!!!!!!! argh SIAN !!!! i m always complaining ... when i go out too much .. i wanna b home ... when i m at home i wanna b out ... some 1 help me !!!! lolz . .=X

wierd person la me ... and sch is staring ... sux ... but at least sch give me a time line man ... i dun even know wad day is it today ... that is how screwed my holiday is ... always too bz or too free ... haha cant b middle 1 ...

well thats my life ... n i still gotta live with it ... juz hope tml is a betta day ... and pray .. although i know tml will juz get worse ... haha ...

fuck up world ...

forgive forget n forgo

2006-01-02T09:43:00.000-08:00

i rmd 1 of my gathering a few days back ... 1 of my buddy said that her gf very lame ... she said to him that she dun forigve n dun forget ... she forgo ....

haha .. n he diao ... so lame la ... forgo means ignore the matter but will always rmd it n keep it in once heart ... haha ... lame sia .. but at least i learn smth ... hahahaha !!! really fun gathering i had those days ... but there r still so many frens i haven met .. argh tts sad ... sure they miss me too ... =X

well if u really miss me that badly ... take our ur phone now n dial 91173078 for a unforgettable experiance of ur life time ..... get ready 2 spend min $100 or more on the trip ... n i m sure u will enjoy urself !!! coz u will get a once in a life time chance 2 treat me .. ^_^ ... actually u can treat me oftenly too .. i dun really mind ... hahahaha ... kiddin ...

haha ... i m going 2 work hard this haf a yr man ... not playing any more. .. time 2 get serious ... ^_^ ... if u see me very tired . dun b too surprise .. its juz that my eyes r small .. =X ... n they look sleepy ... hahahaha ...

2006 here i come !!!!! for the betta and the good ... for peace n joy ... i shall slack more .. ^_^

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

2005-12-31T11:53:00.000-08:00

hey .. happy new yr guys ... well ... another year has pass in juz a blink of an eye ... everything has changed ... pple frens surrounding familys even me ... well that is smth that wunt change ... so i have made my new year resolution ... kinda of sucky ... but it is the same as the other years !!! haha .... i shall not tell u guys wad it is ...

its not 2 late if u haven make them ... DO IT NOW !!! right now ... a person without a dream isnt a full person .... haha .... dreams become inspiration ... n it becomes big $$$ with planning n lots of hardwork ...

gd luck n most impt .. have fun !!!! in the new year ... 2006 here i come !!!!!!!

this is my first entry this year ... hoo rey !!!!!!!!! hip hip ... haha

xmas over ...

2005-12-28T11:29:00.000-08:00

hmm xmas has pass ... n every soon new year will b over again ... been very bz in the pass few days .. catching up with frens ... of coz i still haven seen most of my frens ... but i will get a chance 2 go out with u guys soon man ... juz call me out ... ^_^

so bz having fun .. till i dunno wad is fun any more man ... i think tiredness overcome everything ... i m like able 2 slp any where now .... yawnz .. so dam tired ... mayb fun is numb 2 me now ... haiz ... tts y life is always sooooo boring .... nth intersting 2 do and see ...

everyday u open ur eyes ... u will always see the same familar celing in ur room ... life is like so repeatitive ... u wake up ... eat ... do ur routine stuff .. and go back 2 slp ... how rare that u r able 2 do somthing speical .... well obviously i cant think of any now ... if i do .. i will do it now !!! =X ...

holidays r coming 2 an end .... dunno is it good or not ... but seriously .. i think holidays r more tiring den sch days for me .. =X haha .... but first week of sch starts i have a test .. =( ... n i sux in marco .... sianz haf ....

i hate studying ... but i like sch ... haha .. some wierdo eh ??? =X ... i wish i m still in sec sch !!!!!! some body save me ..... if u were in my shoes ... u probably ...... b dead now ??? lolz ...

argh stop the crapping ... i go slp ... tml watch movie !!!! yeah ....

QN ...

2005-12-26T09:21:00.000-08:00

have u felt that u have been pushed down from a 100 storey building before ?
the inpending doom triggers the fear right down to the bottom of your brain

ur arms stretch wide open ... trying 2 grab hold of anything that you could ...

your heart pound like a wild beast roaring in a cage

your lungs was squeezed by the fear ... forcing out every gasp of air in it
and when u land ..

you r choking out ...

you wanna say ur prayers but the words juz wunt come out

but juz as u were abt 2 land ...

u felt so relax ..

there was no more struggle

coz all the burden on u has gone ..

in that split second ... u have been teleported to place of silence and peace

u rmd the hardwork u put in climbing up the building ... all the sweat that rolled down ur face..

but now ... those r worthless ...

they could only stay in your memories .... floating in the mist that no1 could ever find it

all dreams and hopes were shattered at the instant ...

you have already lost hope for a second chance ..

miricle is juz what you need ... what they wouldnt come ...

you r all alone ... in this cold world ... where no1 even stop 2 take a look at u ...

you closed your eye .. and cleared your mind ...

allowing fade to bring us where we r suppose 2 be ....

-= THE END =-

merry xmas !!!

2005-12-24T12:03:00.000-08:00

HEY MERRY XMAS PPLE !!!!!!! haha i had a boring xmas though ... but it was ok .... haha had dinner at sakuraya .. jap food .. the food was nice ... so is the price .... but i can afford .. coz my mama gave me $50 as xmas present .... n i almost spend it all in 1 day ... lolz .... oh wells ....

den we head down 2 orchard like we always do ... it wasnt as fun as the past years ... dunno y ... but i juz play along with them .. haha

i got a bag from bro as xmas present man !!!! and this is the first time he gave me some thing for xmas !!! hahaha realli happy man .. i have been using that old fila bag for like 2years ... woo hoo !!! but the new bag looks kinda of gay .. =X ... but it is ok .. i m still happy abt it ... lolz

i m thinking about the things i have done for this year .... like always .... the pple i have meet ... my new/old friends .... made many new friends this year man ... but my good buddies now r getting futher away from me ... argh tts sad .... i onli have 24 hours man .... how can i manage all of them .. =( ...

and my target .. .100k before poly grad .... it still seems so far away .... but i m on my way getting there .... i really dun1 things 2 change ... i like it this way .... but i cant stop it .... things that i find it fun in the past isnt fun to me now .... and i m doing things that i would nv even think of doing in the past ... haiz .... i have change so much ... yet i m still me ....

i dunno i changed for the better or worst ... well onli time can answer me ... but i have become more mature in my thinking ... haha .. n i dun flare out that easily like in the last le ... thats for the better ... but they r still many things i dun like abt myself ... hahaha .. i shall not say it here .. =X

haha .... no1 is perfect .. n i dun dream 2 me one .... let me stay the way i m !!! let me b happy always !!! thats my new year resolution !!!!!

pissed...

2005-12-22T07:04:00.000-08:00

well i m really pissed now ... really dam pissed ... realli the most pissed this yr liao !!!!! i realli got nth else to say ...

hello pple

2005-12-15T08:55:00.000-08:00

hello pple .. i decided to blog today again ... haha ... well .. today is fine .. i juz slp eat and play game. . althought tml is bca common test .. haiz. . dun care .. almost to the extend of giving up ... haha oh wells ... *prays ... lolz

well gd luck to every1 ... haha nxt week monday .. WOO HOO !!!! CELEBRATE XMAS !!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHHA .. but mean while ... work hard .. lolz ... have fun jc kids ... n gd luck to poly students .. lol ...

tml exam ..

2005-12-13T10:18:00.000-08:00

hm well .. tml is my ffa common test ... studied a little. . not too confidance .. but oh wells ... that always happen ... wah kanna stress out le la ... friday still got other paper ... b nxt monday have a project due which my grp haven even touched on .... argh ... projects dateline juz keep coming ... and exams r juz a stone throw away ... ITS TML !!!!!!!!

argh !!!! gd luck 2 me and 2 me and 2 me ... lolz ... and of coz 2 every1 else la ... i not selfish ... dunno who say TA05 not selfish 1 sia ... until now i still dunno who ... oh wells .. dun care ....

i hope i dun flank ... oh plz .... ^_^ nighty bloggy

blogging .. haiz ...

2005-12-10T11:28:00.000-08:00

its been so long since i blog .. guess not many pple read my blog anymore .. well i dun care ... i think blogging is getting boring .. coz my life now is SO DAM BORING !!!!!!!!! imagine .. everyday wake up ... go sch ... after sch .. go home ... week end ton out ... reach home broke ... and den dunno y its monday again ... wad a stupid life ... to me everyday is either monday or sunday ... all weekdays r monday .. and weekends is sunday ... so there is onli 2 days in 1 week .. .=X

but now really bz ... exams projects ... driving me nuts ... assignements juz keep coming ... its like nv ending ... u juz have 2 do n do n do ... when u finished it ... u will have new projects 2 do ... hey mr/s director of BA .. we dun have 10 days a week or 40 hours day ... plz dun load us with so much things 2 do ...juz go home n face the wall to reflect ... we all have a life !!! not like u .... although i nv see u before ... but i m sure u r a old hag .. juz waiting 2 die ... ur wife/hushand diovice with u .. so now u r so bored and free .... working ur days of trying 2 to promoted .... fuck off la ... think we iron man arh .. so many things 2 do ... some 1 exams before study week ...

wad the fuck is a study week when the exams is before the study week .... it isnt call a study week for nth .... y not juz call it a holiday ??? bloody hell ... haiz .... stress ... i dun wanna fail .. =( ...

go slp ... tml burn down the sch .. ^_^

fuck up sunday ..

2005-12-04T10:09:00.000-08:00

today is sunday .. but i dun feel like its sunday .... haiz . i think i wake up on the wrong side of my bed bah .... today dunno y so moody ...

fuck up la ... i think i kanna stress ... exam coming ... yet playing games .. project due yet we dun do .. =( ... so many probs ... yet it wunt be solved by itself ... i wanna study . but no mood to ....

haiz .. i m dying ... hahaha .. bye ... nah kiddin ..

staring ..

2005-11-30T10:31:00.000-08:00

i m staring in at my computor screen ... l
ooking at nth ...
nth seems to go in my mind ...

blah blah blah .... dun feel like typing .. go slp .. nites !

nice movie ..

2005-11-29T10:27:00.000-08:00

wad a nice weather to slp .. but too bad i m still awake ... haha dunno y ... guess i m dumb ???

juz came back from town ... wow its been ages since i have went there ... last time was like haf a mth ago .. lolz ... anyways .. went to watch movie with ding ... hmm haha harry potter ... 3 hr movie sit until backside oso pain la ... but its like not bad la .. dunno y pple say not nice ... i dun realli care though .. i still think its not bad ... hahahaha ... aft tt go eat ... haha standard ... n dunno y i still reach hm at 12+ ... but today earlier hor !!!! i did not take the last bus ... wahahaha ... i took the second last bus though .. =X at least it was 15 mins earlier ...

improvement is always good ... smiles ... anyways it was fun ... was like 2 mths since i less see her .. still as kp as before .. haha ... =p ... come beat me .. ^_^ ...

hmm nvm ... slack is always good ... smiles ... gotta relax abit more bah ... haha relax is good !!!!!!

drunk ..

2005-11-27T08:34:00.000-08:00

hmm ... have u wonder y some times u get drunk so easily and some times u wunt get drunk no matters how much u dirnk ... haha ... i think is coz due 2 ur mood ... if u r troubled and u wanna drink to forget it ... den u will nv get drunk ... but if u r happy u get drunk easily ....

guys wunt get drunk when gers r around too .. coz its all abt pride .... but for me ... different ... lolz ...

hmm ... Qn ...

2005-11-25T22:05:00.000-08:00

would u rather die been a hero or live a simple life ??

haha i selfish .. cfm simple life 1 ...

love ..

2005-11-23T22:38:00.000-08:00

i juz thought of smth cool ....

love is juz a word ...

but it represent a feeling

that no word in the dic could describe

It is smth no1 can resist

and has the power to cre8 the most beatiful things

and destory everything man ever cre8ed

it is smth every1 wanted most

and also fear the most

because it has devasting powers

lms over !!

2005-11-23T10:01:00.000-08:00

yeah lms project over !!!!! i think we did not bad la .. nonono actually quite well ... for our effort work ... haha ... we did a stupid skit la ... and i onli got 3 lines .. =X ... laughs ... but i must do shit work la .... like all th eback stage things all i do sia ... n i screwed by scene oso .. coz stupid pauline laugh ... and she forgot her line .. =X ... den we must like anyhow tok ... hahahaha ....

the teacher say we didi not bad la ... but they cb 1 . .always lie .... not bad = C .... good = C+ ... nv say anything = A ... haha ... tts y i hate NP teachers ...

i m veri bored now ... doing stupid things ... haha .... i m like looking though every1s blog ... and see who had my blog as their link ....

hmm new discovery ... actually ... many pple know abt my blog man ... they all linked me ... hahaha ... but i dun think many read them .. hmm gd for me ??? =X ... anyways .. i m veri bored now .... terrible nite ....

*i wish i was a bird that could fly where i wan ... n get shot by hunters and b dead .. ^_^

tkd did ok .. haha

2005-11-20T10:23:00.000-08:00

haha today went for tkd grading .. hmm i think we all did ok .. sld b all pass bah .. lolz ... pain now hand n leg all pain .. kanna mass blue black .. lolz ... haiz nvm ..

wah now i kanna stress with sch work sia .. many many of them ... =( .... hmm gotta slp early .... study hard ...

here i m again ..

2005-11-17T09:32:00.000-08:00

hmm i m here again .. haven realli got time 2 blog ... coz i m too into gaming .... but some time i dun understand y am i killing time gaming when i already dun have enough of it ... haha .. wierd arh ... n i dun realli find gaming fun .. =X ... mayb gets bored when i play to long ... but gaming is much betta den studying or anything else i can do at hm .. hahaha ...

and an idiot juz called me n ask me whether wad lesson we having tml ... dunno y cannot check timetable sia ... haha mayb their phone bill free sia ... lame sia .. 1+ call n ask lesson time ... haha cock ...

hmm .. today quite lame sia ... dunno y no lecture oso ... juz 2 tutorials ... veri fast over le sia ... haha den go watch movie with my classmates ... the emily rose la ... haiyo .. not scary 1 ... nearly fall alsleep .. but the story line nt bad bah ... my class gers nv shout 1 .. not fun .... i think the stupid horror show lousy la .. =X ... but oso nt bad la .. save my ear drum ... ^_^

tml is friday !!!! but still got sch in the morning .. dam it man .. no afternoon class this sem ... n i shall not pon ten ^_^ ... still playing the lame pirate game .. nites

sunday ..

2005-11-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

lolz .. its sunday . i slack at hm infront of my com playing gay pirate game .. its quite cool actually .. but i cant find pple 2 play it .. lolz .. .now onli me n ken playing .... smiles ... short post .. haha who cares ...

oh tml no bca tutorial !! YEAH !!!

boring ..

2005-11-12T12:48:00.000-08:00

haiz .. its me again .. haha ... i m still playing the shit game (pirate) till dam late ... coz its like nearly 5 now .. n i m still awake .. gg 2 slp soon ... cant realli get much slp ... dunno wad i doing oso la ... wan 2 go out oso no1 jio me ... sad sia ... hahaha ...

nvm lor ... btw nxt week tkd grading sia .. for black ... haiz ... abt worried .... =X ... dun wanna waste $$$ .. haha ... nvm i shall work hard ....

smiles ... working towards my stupid dream again .. hope it works this time ... if not ... hmm ... i will try again ??? hahaha ... nites ... or morning if u r reading in the morning ...

its over ..

2005-11-08T20:56:00.000-08:00

yes n its over ... hehehe .. bloody eng o`lvs ... i think i did nt bad ... but no1 cares wad i think ... juz hope the marker thinks it too can le .. ^_^ smiles ... gg 2 sch later

pissed...

2005-11-07T08:28:00.000-08:00

actually i m quite pissed today ... some idoit spoilt my day .. but after i slp wake up .. hehe ok ok le la ... haiz ..

today is boring day ... dam tired. .. was like haf dead all the way .. but it was cool ...

haha nth 2 blog .. slp early ... haha i feel like typing my juz writting compo here ... but abit lazy la ... quite nice la .. i write of an idoit .. the parents dun let him go overseas trip .. den he wanna threaten wanna suicide .. haha but in the end he got wad he wanted .. my stories always got gd ending ... coz i think more pple wanna c gd ending den bad ones though ...

coz tt nv happens in real life .. ^_^

bored ..

2005-11-06T10:01:00.000-08:00

realli sian man ... like tt sunday gone le ... n tml reali start sch .. got tutorial .. haven get my books frm pw .. =( ... n got project nid 2 finish some draft tml .. =(

haha today got sunday slug sickness ... slp eat play com .... actually quite sian ... but got nth else 2 do ... btw gd luck 2 all pple taking o`lv .. esp my bro .. hope u pass this year ... smiles ...

actually i got nth 2 blog abt .. kinda of sick of life ... so tired of it .. i wish i can juz slp for a week ... but there is always somthing tt wake me up ...

dam it nid 2 wake up at 8 tml .. got 6 hrs of slp ... oh wells .. tts life ... its nv gd ... HAHA

sian ..

2005-11-05T09:52:00.001-08:00

veri sian sia these few days .. mayb coz i seldom go out le ... sch starts bah .. haiz !!!

few like slping all the time ... bloody constuction downstairs !!!! wake me up early in the morning ... den when i having my nap .. my mama wake me up for dunno wad reason ... sianz ...... sch is killing me man .. haha its onli the first week .. =X ... haha nvm tml is sunday !!!!! sunday rockz like hell

sian ..

2005-11-05T09:52:00.000-08:00

friday nite ...

2005-11-04T07:25:00.000-08:00

hmm ... i think i m slowly fond of a ger in sch .. haha ... wierd eh ... argh sharks ... i wan 2 concentrate on my studies ... haha ... nvm fine ... i shall ignoring it ... ^_^

haha wan 2 know who it is ? haha ask me n i still wunt tell u .. haha ... but its surly not in my class .. =X ..

haiz nvm ... pretend nth happn yeah ??? i gg bath n play game ... btw i gg take o`lv eng nxt wed .. haha wish me luck man ... i feel my compo quite zhai sia .. i sld have it in 1 of my post these days .. smlies .. ^_^

sian

2005-11-03T09:13:00.000-08:00

haha i think i dam long no blog le ... no mood bah ... anyways .. sch starts ... with breaks between ... meet up with many friends .. haha long long time no c le ... n made a few new friends i guess ... haha ... still think holiday is more fun =X ... but its ok ... anything is fine with me ...

today slack the whole day ... den went town 2 do project ... haha no1 will believe .. haha nvm lor ... who cares .. =X ... yea tok alot of cock ... n did veri little work ... so unproductive ... haha AT LEAST there is smth done .. lolz ...

ok reach hm dam tired le ... dam it .. tml long day in sch ... argh !!!!! i hope i dun end up pon ten-ing like last lecture .. =X

bird ..

2005-10-31T23:20:00.000-08:00

i wish i was a bird n could fly away .. ^_^

far far away ...

long time no blog ..

2005-10-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

haha super long nv blog le ... dunno y ... mayb coz i play game .. haha ... now i play pirate game ... dam lame .. but quite fun la ... wan 2 play ask me .. i intro u .. ^_^ haha

actually i m still playing now la .. haha ... i did many things int he past few days la ... go out with many pple ... n today i stay at hm .. ^_^ juz now went out with parents .. haha family day ... dam long nv le .. =X ...

sch reopening tml .. smiles .... dunno sld b happy or sad ... mix feelings bah ... haha

short post ... ^_^

QUICK ..

2005-10-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

ok gg 2 make this quick .. coz i m suppose 2 meet them at 11.30 at sc hse downstairs 2 celebrate his bdae ... haha its a suprise ... n now is 11.20 i m so gg 2 b late ... haha as usal though ... but i will try nt 2 b so late .. hahaha .... =X ...

oh shit ... tml nid 2 wake up at 7 .. coz 8 nid 2 reach sch dunno do wad shit la ... haiz ... jialet ... !!!!! i still watching friends la .. haha dam funni ... oh gtg bb ... ^_^

fast post ... lolz

lame ..

2005-10-24T10:57:00.000-07:00

haha today is a normal day ... wake up at 7.30 !!!!! in the morning .. haha slp like 5 hrs nia sia ... go sch for the dunno wad thing ... haiz .. wed still nid 2 go back ... aft tt went west mall with my classmates ... hang out a while den nid 2 go back sch for the dunno wad teach sec sch kids 1 la ... teach them myob thingy la ... wth sia ... i nv attend the learning session den wan me 2 teach ... lolz ... act act know abit la .. =X .. haha acting skills improve le .. ^_^ ..

wed oso nid 2 act .. coz i nv attend the training session =X .. haha .. but its ok ... smiles ^_^ ... aft tt jer kok n me went play pool =X ... dunno y these days keep playin pool sia ... haha ... but of coz i win all the way =X ... opps ... the cue there sux sia ... sad =( ...

go slp ... nites ! n read my blog le dun laugh la ... sad sia ... 1 day nv bath onli lor .. =p ... nonono is 1 morning lor ... i reach hm bath le lor ... i veri clean 1 hor ... min bath 2 times a day nt like some1 .... always reach hm dun bath den go slp !!!!! so lazy .. still say me ... =X hahaha .... u know who u r ...

go slp ... nites !

screw up day ....

2005-10-23T09:09:00.000-07:00

today is a screw up day man ... haiz ... having head ach now .... haiz ... early morning wake up abt 9+ ... den dunno y end up quarring with my father ... screw it man ... haiz ... we quarrel at 10 storey ... first level can hear 1 .. =X ... lolz .. funnie la ... but realli pissed ... kp so much ... haiz ... fuck up family ....

so for peace n harmony i juz take my hp n wallet n walk out of hse .. ^_^ ... but i forgot 2 wear socks n belt ... =X ... haha some more nv bath ... dam smelly whole day sia ... haha ... went 2 town ... slack in ps ... i reach early sia ... ard 12.30 like tt .. slack in the arcarde ... wanted 2 play mahjong ... but a old couple was there playing ... n they dunno how the button works =X ... haha n i end up teaching them .. haha .... they dam cute sia ... keep agueing on which cards 2 throw ... lol .. i keep laughing ... dam funnie sia ... by tt time i cool off le ... left a bit pissed nia ... hehe ... i seldom get angry ^_^ ... but i m hot tempered ... got my father genes haiz ...

they all reach at 1.45 ... btw we r suppose 2 meet at 1 =X ... its nv gd 2 b early .... haha ... we go eat lunch .. den went down parklane 2 play pool ... haha of coz i win =X ... but they nt bad la for gers ... den rach n fren came along ... went down bugis den they do their shopping ... yawnz ... quite boring .. but its ok ... used 2 it le la ... haha ... den i slack la ... btw head ach le ....

den a while they all go hm .... nt a while la ... veri long later they go hm =X .... n worse of all .. no1 pei me eat dinner ... sad sia ... they all go hm eat ... =( ... but lucky .. meet up marcus n sc 2 eat with me ... lol eat alot sia ... den go arcade play =X ...

wah today arcarde alot sia ... ltr become ah beng ... haiz cannot ....

oh ... abt near 12 like tt .. we were waiting at the interchange for bus ... guess who we saw =XxX= .... we saw van n her stead ... lolz !!!!! n her stead look like FUCK ... hahahahahaha =X nt tt i m mean la ... but we c le all (am chio) ... LOL ... den she say hi 2 us ... we wave back ... haha dam funnie ... she nt bad looking la ... but her stead always so diao .... wah my ex classmate sia ... so sad ... haiz i so mean ... mayb pple charecter veri gd bah ... some more know how 2 ice skate ... same hobby as her ... hmm ... diaoz~~~~ hahaha still find it dam funnie ...

oh btw her stead name is jun jie frm NP (bs) year 1... ^_^ ... oh ya .. i oso finding who is mattew NP (bs) year 1 oso ... my another fren stead ... c gd looking ornot .. i veri kpo 1 =X ... lol ...

wahahhahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!! veri funnie la ... they all 2 together ...

ok stop it ... i shall nt b mean ... haiz tml nid 2 b in sch at 8.30 !!!! wtf rite ... nvm i shall b spotty ... the most go there n slp la ... i can slp anywhere ^_^ ... even stand n slp =X ... went thru 10 yrs of training hor ...

but after all .. today is a screwed up day ... hope tml will b betta ... or a least a lesser screwed day ^_^

new bus 52 !!!

2005-10-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

yeah !!! i dam happi now ... coz got new bus new at my hse there ... frm JE to bishan ... haha ... now go sch wunt late loh ... wahhahaha dam happi sia .... can wake up 10 mins later =X ... lolz

haiz .... things r slowing down le sia ... dunno wad 2 do ... juz feel abit lost ... nvm ... if u walk straight u will get some 2 some where ...

today some my frens went escape .... haha jio-ed me .. but no cash n mood 2 go bah ... haha ... slack at hm ... tml go orchard at 1 ... haiz wake up early ...

sch starting in 1 week ... but i got direct bus 2 sch ... wahahhahahhahahhahahhahahhahahahahhaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got nth 2 say .. post n tts it ...

serious ...

2005-10-21T09:18:00.000-07:00

haiz ... today dint wake up for soccer ... lolz ! got like 10+ miss call n flooded with sms ... nt including calls to my hse phone .. haha .... but i veri gd .. go pei them lan ltr ... evening go eat sakae with my gd frens ... haha i m now seriously broke .... smiles ^_^ ... actually wan 2 eat soul garden wan ... but full =X ... tok alot of cock la .... hmm quite fun ... reach hm 12+ le ...

1 more week before sch starts ... gg 2 into serious mode le ... nv been tt serious for long long time ... oso tt slack ... i think aft my o`lvs english .. i gg 2 get a job .... i can always work n study ... no probs ... juz hope things will work out ...

seriously ... i have nth 2 start off with ... n i realli dun1 2 work ... fuck i cant work 8 to 5 for god sake ... hehe i slacker ... i dun1 2 b like others working till they die ... hhaa guess no1 will understand me ... trying 2 borrow ard 1k =X ... hmmm ... dun think any1 will =X ...

nvm .. tml will b betta ... ^_^ .. sunday meeting my MI frens ... hope they dun pang seh ... i think aft this i compelete gg out with most of my frens le .. =X ... hahahaha .... most of them nt gg 2 meet until nxt holidays ... haha sad sia ...

changes ...

2005-10-20T11:32:00.000-07:00

haiz ... i think many pple ard me have changed ... no1 realli cares ... coz no1 juz slow down their pace n have a nice look ard them ... they think its still the same enviroment ... bz solving new probs tt come but they dun solve the source of probs ...

every1 have changed ... even me i guess ... although i m still so slack now ... but mayb my thinking has changed .. alot alot alot ... n my charecter mayb ... i used 2 b veri hot tempered =X ... every time kp pple 1 ... but now i rather let pple kp me den kp them back ... (unless they get irrtating) .. mayb coz i lazy bah ... haha ...

some pple use 2 b happy go lucky in the past ... haiz ... now become so stingy n selfish .... dun1 2 say who la .... some last time so flirt ... now so devoted ... some last time so innocent ... now haiyo ..... hahahaha ... but despite so many things ... our friendship is still there ... dunno how long will it last ... i shall c ... ^_^ ....

actually i dint bother abt changes at first .... coz changes r part of life .... until yt tell me 1 fren of ours changed alot ... hmmmm ....

pple always think that the past is always betta den now ... coz u can nv get back wad u have lost ... n no 1 cherish the things u have .... u will nt miss ur parents as much as when they r dead rite ... simple logic ...

human thinking r juz fuck up ... they rmd the bad moments n forget abt the gd 1 ... u rmd when pple wack u ... but u dun rmd when pple lent u $$$ ... juz like u will c a cup which is haf empty ... n nt c it as the cup is haf filled !!!

when u lose smth ... u will always gain smth in return ... it may nt appear 2 u tt way ... coz u dun c it tt way ... take a break ... n look it at a different angle ... things may look much nicer tt way ...

err i feel like i m conciling myself ... haha i juz wish time wld stop ... i m happy now .. i m happy in the past ... but i dunno will i b happy in the future ....

mayb i m the onli happy person in this world ... ^_^ ... sld b sad abt it ... haha ... mayb coz i m simple ... anything goes fine with me ... i juz wan a house a gd family ... n $$$$ =X ... work 20 yrs n retire ... tt is my dream ...

nb pple read sure laugh ... haiz go slp !!!

back frm chalet ..

2005-10-19T02:55:00.000-07:00

back frm chalet ...haha had fun juz like in all others chalet ... this sld b my 6th time this yr bah ... haha but this chalet is screwed up !!!! seriously ... as much as i expected it ... but we all had fun ... many crazy things we did la ... nt gg 2 say it here bah ... let memories stay as memories .. nt as a joke =X ...

our grp got 9 pple ... 1 in jc nvm ... 1 dunno y nv come oso ... 2 coz we punk them den they go hm ... den chalet left 5 person .. wahhaha ... screwed up!

now kp-ing the organiser ... hahaha ... i love 2 do tt man ... =X ... nv do anything yet kp pple ... wahhaha i m evil ... but feedback is always gd ^_^ ... onli true frens comment rite infront of ur face lor ... u think some stranger will b so honest 2 u meh ... haha in ur dreams ...

haiz dam tired ... btw i saw yoshi in chalet .. haha ... i think she still there now ... ytd her first day ... we jio her frens play mahjong they dun1 lor .. so sad .. =( .... actually wan 2 win some $$$ 2 cover for chalet 1 .. haha ...

oh wells ... aiya play mahjong n cards cfm me or marcus win 1 la =X .... we all play poker funnie la ... hung each other .... lol !

dun say le la ... happi time always pass quickly ... i kanna time lag for 3 days le la .... now bz-ing catch up ... c i got miss anything or not ... hungry !!!!!

btw i haf enough fun this holiday .... getting down serious le ... guess i juz recharge enough energy 2 go thru 1 more term of sch ... time 2 b serious now le bah ... new target has been set ... gg 2 contiune as plan ^_^ .. seriously ...

chalet ltr ..

2005-10-16T23:12:00.000-07:00

i gg chalet ltr .. ^_^ smiles .... although i know this chalet will b screwed up outside in inside out .. or wadeva ... but still gg ... sad rite ... gettin on my nerves man .. morning so many miss call ... wan 2 slp longer on my fav bed for the last time in 3 days oso cannot .. nb ...

haiz nvm ... some more now all rushing me 2 go there nw la ... so early la ... tu lan man ... i haven bath, eat, pack bag, buy things ... n worse of all the chalet no bbq .. tu lan !!!!! at nite dunno can do wad sia ... haiz ... cfm play mahjong or cards .. =( ... haiz f-up ... i wan 2 play monopoly sia .. =X .. haha i no childhood ... so fun lor ... lol ...

argh i still nid 2 get drinks .. =( ... 1 abs volka 1 carton anlk sld b enough .. =X ... haiz ....

amazed

2005-10-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

haha its amazing .. i woke up at 8+ ytd aft my fren giving me countless miss calls ... haha tkz man ... when play soccer until 1+ eat lunch .. den go play 5 hr lan .... wahahhaa .. play till eyes can pop ... go hm rest a while ... den go 2 marina square hang out .... den went down 2 jj hse ... dam far .. tamp la !!!! haiz morning den take train hm .. bloody hell ... reach hm 9-10+ slp till nw ... haha ...

my chalet changed 2 monday ... haiz many probs sia ... suppose 2 b kinda of happy event .. but haiz ... screwed by some pple ... dunno how 2 say la ... ytd marcus mass vugarities sms me ... i ignore most =X haha but sld b fine when monday comes ... i hope**

tml soccer ...

2005-10-13T09:43:00.000-07:00

haiz .. i juz did some thing dumb ... i called aaron 2 call me at 9 tml !!!!! can u believe it ??? this sld b the earliest day i wake up for my holidays bah ... ok i juz got shoot my ken ... he say i go play soccer like he play dota ... btw he NVS play dota ... he onli played 1 or 2 games bah ... haha ... is nt i dun1 2 play la ... is cant wake up ... wah tt time aaron miss call me 7 times for me 2 play soccer .... amazingly i woke up n rejected is call, off my phone n go back slp =X ... this is gd ok ... normally i will scold tt idoit den off my phone engage my hse phone den go slp =X .... c i changed !!!! to the betta ok ... ^_^ ha ha

ok gd tml 9 wake up ... gd start ... i think i getting pissed with pple ard me man ... i dun understand y pple cant have girlfriend n friends together ... issit realli must choose 1 meh ??? i can handle both well together ... u will know if u know me well enough ... haha ... dear old teck ... got his gf n bastard us ... 1 mth before ... he say he book the chalet ... 1 mth aft .. he ask us hows the chalet ... den he ask other pple book coz of many reasons la .. marcus juz tell me ... btw is gf name is pw ... she agrue with her mother ... den her mother dun give her $$$ ... dear smart teck real smart ... go work n feed her ... haiz ... everyday work ... off tt time go pei her ... haiz dunno wad he thinking la .. hear le dunno wan 2 laugh or cry la ....

fuck den he bastard us la ... keep say bz bz bz ... den everyday ask every1 hows the chalet ... n he always miss call pple n excpet pple 2 call back ... but now betta le ... he sms pple 2 call him .... dun do tt 2 me ... i think every1 knows i wunt call back de .... even presisdant do tt i oso cfm wunt reply de ... got my attitude .. =X .. now every1 all got free incoming .. u do tt so lame la ... wan 2 save some $$$ oso nt like tt wad ... tok 2 gf lesser la ... kanna will die like tt ... haiz ...

juz now i when pool with marcus ... haha quite fun la ... play 9 ball den we act like in espn ... placing swee swee those ... abt 3 cues can clear bah ... ^_^ we go hm early la ... coz he nid 2 go down there 2 book tml .. haha poor thing sia ... go all the way 2 east ... fucking irrspossible ... cb ... in chalet i cfm scold him ... =X

but i oso bad la ... i nv help do anything 1 like always ... but tts normal la ... nt like got pple change aft having 1 gf le ... cfm kanna love potion 1 ... haha ... dun understand cannot spare time for both side meh ??? haiz ... dun care .. nt my prob ...

anyways chalet on sunday ... mia for 3 days ^_^ ... n jm another prob la ... he this yr o`lv .. den he gg chalet ... wahahaha ... dunno how he pass la ... give up asking le la ... internal stuff sld b yt settle 1 lor ... nt me .... he likes 2 b big boss ... i like 2 slack ^_^ ... time flies pple change ...

today nv go class outing ... haiz veri little pple went ... haha lucky i nv go ... but tio kan la ... haven 6 o`clock hor got sms come shoot me le ... say i last min pang seh =X ... nvm la .. once in a while b bad guy la ...

we all have our problems
but every1 have 2 go thru it
doesnt matter if u r good or bad
poor or rich ...
problems r always there
is how u c it
n how u slove it ...

OK i m toking cock ... haha bad mood these days ... haiz realli nid 2 go chalet n relax ... pple go there play i go there slp 1 ... n get drunk ^_^ haha ... once again smoking is bad !!!! dun try it ... passive smker is bad too ... N DUN SMK IN AIR CON PLACE even in pubs n clubs or pool saloon ... u can eat ur ciggratees for all i care ... dun smoke it !!!

To all smkers: hope u guys die early n dun kill pple beside u including family n friends ... gd luck ^_^

thoughts ...

2005-10-12T12:01:00.000-07:00

ok i gg 2 blog down all my thoughts .. hurry before i forget .. i always forget many shity things i wanna say ... i guess i juz forgotten some .... first joyce i realli cant find ur tag ... nt i lazy or wad la .. realli i cant find ...

second ... i hate gym guys ... those pple with gd body n tanted body ... i m jealous or wad ... but serious i think they r dumb ... wasted time on doing excersis ??? time is money n energy is nt for wasting ... why the fuck would any1 waste time n money on such stupid thing .... dowt they find it boring to train everyday in the gym juz 2 make gers attract 2 them ??? shit head pple ... get alive man ... u no need no good body 2 chase ger ^_^ ... they wan 2 achieve the perfect body ... but there is no such thing as perfect in the first place ... u may think this is the perfect but its not wad others think .... if u can make the whole world think ... den i got nth 2 say ... u can juz call me 2 shut my mouth n ask me go n die ok ....

btw i m typing quite fast now .. so sld b alot of typo bah ... dun even bother 2 read wad i m typing ... juz pop all out before i forget ....

n DEB u r a BITCH !!! if u r reading this great! ... coz u can juz shut the fuck up n kick ur own fat ass away ... i m nt mean ... u r ... so fucking rude ... who the fuck u think u r ... ta han u 2 yrs le ... give u face dun scold u in front my class now fucking action ... think u wad big shot ... dun say abt ur appearance la ... i think u will b betta if u stop acting cute ... n stop chasing guess ... i think u know ur pms veri jialet ornot ... but i dun give a dam ... realli pissed with her ... so proud ... think she veri chio ... fuck off la ... go look at the mirror for god sake .... n stop attitude my frens ... haiz ... actually alot oso my fault la ... 2 yrs back i got abit of prob with her fren .. some relasionship prob ... but nt her biz rite ... so kp + give fuck up look .... cfm power la .. spoil ur whole day ... some more borrow $$$ frm me n my frens NV return ... eh come on la ... borrow must return la ... u oso not chio wor ... but chio oso must return la .... cfm dam despo no1 treat u la ... dun say le la ... i think the whole class dun like her ... den make her represent for our class in prom nite .. she think she veri chio .. =X ... bastard sia they all ... i innocent hor ... i in class onli slp .. aft sch slack ... go out play .. at hm online ... haha lame life ...

dun say abt her la ... tu lan ... spoil my nite ... give her fren face onli ... tml my sec class outing la ... go old turf club eat la ... fuck sia dunno wan 2 go ornot ... c her face cfm no mood eat 1 ... some 1 most of the guys i think dun like her den dun go ... haiz ... but teachers got go lei ... argh dunno la ... tml prob tml den solve la ...

oh shit !!!! i promise marcus tml 10 play pool ... 10am coz 10-12 free ... die .. 5 hrs to slp !!!!! haha looks like its cancel ... lol ... coz he oso another pig ... no 2pm wunt wake up 1 ... =X

still thinking y ding say i m veri good ... sure got reason 1 ... actually i m nt tt gd la ... if u realli know me .... n if u think i veri bad ... i m nt tt bad la ... i m some how stuck in the middle of nowhere la ... but onli thing is i wunt smk ... i WILL NEVER smk .. its a personal thing haha ... n i will nt eat drugs ... my family background is wierd ... 1 side veri gd ... the other is nt tt gd ... yeah so i m a little complicated ... but no 1 understands me ^_^ ... if u think u do , think again~ haha

sorrie abt the vugarities on top ... she lucky she in my class arh ... n in the my sch ... the most i suay lor ... wad 2 do ... how can disturb own classmate 1 ... i aint tt mean ... ^_^

holidays ending ..

2005-10-10T10:55:00.000-07:00

i juz found out smth ... !!! n its nt gd ... my holidays is onli 2 more weeks !!! ARGH !!!! y so short ??? haiz ... fun things nv last does it ... haiz haiz haiz .... sad .. super sad ... nvm bah ... study hard for nxt term ... haha tts a lie ... but who cares ...

tired ..

2005-10-09T08:04:00.000-07:00

woo hoo .. today is sunday !!! YEAH !!!! 1 more hr n it is ending .. =( ... sunday always my slacking day n family day ... ^_^ .. nv go out sia ... wake up at 1 eat lunch play com .. nap at 3 to 5 ... play com ... go eat dinner ... watch stupid show until now .. recharge $$ n energy sia ... n can spend time with family .. hmm so gd man ... c i gd boi ...

wah this 2 week realli play too much le la ... until my limit sia ... now i slp so much still so sleepy ... this week i 3 days ton out ... 2 days pass mid nite come back .. n 2 days rest ... haha ... n left with $0 ...

still got 1 more week 2 play bah ... gg chalet on nxt coming sunday ... aft tt i gg 2 b dam bz sia ... nid 2 do wad i have 2 do le ... i think i have meet most of my frens tt i wan 2 meet le bah ... except for some ... haha kinz kinz jio me out ... ^_^ ... onli 14, 16-18 nt free nia ... haha ...

time 2 do wad i have 2 do ... complete wad i have started ... n achieve wad i haven ^_^

joyce ... haha

2005-10-08T00:10:00.000-07:00

hey joyce .. dunno whether u r c-ing this ... but i dun realli care .. =X ... dun so petimistic (wadeva i cant spell) i means zhi pei

i dun think there is many pple life betta den urs ... i dun think there r many rich pple out there ... 99% of the worlds wealth belongs to 1% of the worlds poplulation ... n onli 1% of the worlds wealth belongs to 99% of the worlds poplulation ... so there aint many rich kids out there ... ^_^

u say u live in a small hse for 17 yrs .. i oso wad ... but i like it ... ^_^ ... i go downstairs walk 1 rd cfm can find a few frens le ... n many memerories r here ... i nv wan 2 move hse ^_^ ... dunno abt u ... but i think is the way how u c things bah ... juz c it at a different angle .. things mayb more beautiful tt way ... mayb is a form of cheating urself ... but who realli cares ... at least i dun ^_^ so smile ...

N dun write abt me in ur blog la ... ur blog many pple read 1 .. later i shy ... =X

nvm ... today is mark bdae ... dunno how 2 celebrate with him ... abit sian le ... n i no cash sia .. ytd went kbox until morning ... den go raiders play lan for free until morning ... haha ... coz shan's fren help take care of the shop ... so let us in .. n buy breakfast for us sia ... but there is no free meal ... still must pay .. =( ... now i m broke ... haha nt gg out with them any soon bah ... they must study for their o`s ... haha .. =X losers ... lol .. jk ..

argh !!! i suddenly feel like drinking a drink ... the small small bottle fruit juice ... wad apple juice with aloe vera !!! i think i dreamt abt it .... feel like buying alot den stall at hm ... but if like tt .. sure 2 day gone one ... my bro is fat for a reason .. =X hahaha bad sia me ....

dun1 2 type for le la ... later become emo ... nearly get emo last nite le ... o.O ....

wait wait ... i wan 2 say smth ... i veri gd boi 1 hor ... i dun do 5 things ... i dun smoke, i dun take drugs, dun flirt, dun gamble, dun drink. YES arh ... perfect soul .. ^_^ .. =XxX=

vampire show .. ^_^

2005-10-06T09:12:00.000-07:00

haha today i finish 1 box of the vampire show ... dam nice !!! but stupid la ... shit ending .. haha ... its 12am now .. i go slp .. today slp dam early !!!! WAHAHAHA watch until dam tired sia ...

sucky results ...

2005-10-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

today results realise ... haiz .. dint wanna c it ... but dunno y at last oso go c ... quite flunk it la ... quite sad .. but i dun realli care ....

oh wells .. i dun realli care ... juz try harder nxt sem ??? think i got no talent in studies bah .. ^_^

so many things 2 do ...

2005-10-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

yawnz ... wad a day man ... so dam tired ... ytd went xl hse party ... haha ... bloody hell nv slp at all .. more tired den ton-ing in town man ... lolz ...

got 1 abosulute volka .. den we mix ourself .. haha in the end every1 all drunk except me .. =X .. but i nv drink much la ... too pro la ... my cards i how 2 lose sia ... i small boi pple play barbiee doll i play cards n mahjong 1 lor ... haha ...

in the end i must drink alone sia ... until no more soft drinks for me 2 mix .. =( ... jm drunk le keep saying he nt drunk ... den kp kp kp ... haha den i n ken play monopoly whole nite ... until morning ... !!! lolz .. so fun sia ... dunno how many donkey yrs nv play monopoly ...

jm go play his dota when he drunk .. keep losing .. =X ... xl 3 cups down le ... go slp ... marcus face red like dog ... aft 5 or 6 la ... jm drink most but he fucking noisy ... den i take the whole bottle n keep la ... if nt later he puke we cfm throw in downstairs 1 ... haha ...

haha relax day man ... watch the stupid tv ... n monopoly realli fun man ... we play like mad ... dunno how many hotel sia ... but i got most ex 1 ... 20k !!! wahahahaha inside got high class prosititue ... tts y so ex ... err oh nonono .. its call social mascot ^_^ ... nicer name .. lolz ...

reach hm 10+ in the morning le sia ... so long nv feel morning sunlight le .. so dam cool sia ... but lie on my bed den drop dead le ... until 5+ pm den wake up ... ^_^ gg 2 have a early dinner today ... 7pm ... can call it my breakfast oso ... hahaha

tml is thur ... o.O i think i getting my results ... shit man !!! hope i get at least 3As .. lolz ... pray pray ... haha coz i get 3As my mama buy me cue stick ... =X ... yeah !!!! pray more ....

new start ...

2005-10-03T12:47:00.000-07:00

i got a new plan .. ^_^ ... but first i gotta 2 find a job ! lolz .. gg 2 start working le la .. stop slacking ... haha ... work now slack later ... lolz ...

k everything looks nice ... gg slp le ...

i woke up , on my bed
everything seems the same

haha cant think of any lyrcis ... =X ...
oh wells i go slp

all the faces ...

2005-10-01T11:39:00.000-07:00

All the faces i once knew so well ... now they r juz strangers 2 me ... sadly ... i got so many frens ... i nid 2 sim card 2 transfer all my contacts into another phone ... but how many r my close frens ... how many realli know me ... less den my fingers can count ???? i crap alot ... but who realli knows which r the real things i m saying ... hard 2 find realli gd frens now adays ... as pple always say .. frens r juz tools for the outside world ... haiz ... wad a stupid society ...

pple make frens for benifits ... they gain fun n accompany frm them ... some leeech their frens $$$ (i have seen alot) ... some bully them n disturb them for fun ... some use them for s_x ... n most make use of them ...

dun wanna have realli fucking close frens ... coz i m afriad of betrayer ... although i m 17 .. i have seen alot ... backstabs rivals gossips i m sick of those .... cant every1 b pure n innocent (like me =X) ...

but i m still glad 2 have a grp of close frens .. although we seldom go out le ... but we still hang out together occasionally ... haha they wunt read this blog ... ^_^ ... teck cheng yl marcus jm gina xy pw mark ken ... my closest fren ...

guess quality is betta den quantity in this area yeah ???? used 2 have a fren who realli go out there juz 2 make as many fren as he could ... in the end he did made many frens ... but wads the pt ... u think when u in danger .. they will risk their life 2 save u ??? when u nid $$ they will lent ...

at least i know my grp of fren would beat up any1 tt disturb any1 us ... but so far we i dun think we got beat any 1 la ... cant rmd ... onli scare them nia .. =X ... haha ... who dare 2 disturb us la .... lolz ... we all so friendly ^_^ ... some more i so innocent looking .... haha ...

haiz ... today we celebrated yl bdae ... as usual ... we all buy him wallet .. den force him 2 use ... haha he lost it onli he cfm die .... will end up like marcus losing it .. =X ... quite fun sia ... but nv realli punk him today la ... they all throw water bomb nia ... den miss the cream .. =( ... haiz weak sia ... but the cake was nice .... i save the cake frm thos water bomb lor ... aft yl cut cake ... i faster take the cake n zhao lor ... if not sure no more eat 1 sia ... haha den i go eat the strawberry on top =X ...

yeah finally for once we nv smatch the cake ... den we all eat .. coz dam hungry .. LOLZ .. dam nice sia ... hmm nxt is mark bdae le ... sld b a big celebration ... aft tt will b sc ... haha .. juz now we plan how 2 punk him le .. =X ... drunk him !!!!! den strip him n take picture ... den put cream in ard his cock =X ... make him itchy den chee hong .... lolz ... bastard sia we ... LOLZ !

now a days my entry all dam long la ... i think u all betta dun read la .. later u all become pa jiao ... ^_^ ... haiz stupid blog ....

hey its me again

2005-10-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

hey its me again .. haha who else can there b here ... =X .. ok i m crapping .... haha stupid day for me ytd ... ton out =( ... haiz ... now i so poor thing ... no $$$ so tired so hungry .... n my mama most pro ... dun let me slp ... she off the air con i on den on off on off ... at last she tu lan ... take the air con remote out .. =( ... i now more sad ... my bro juz take my last $10 ... wtf man ... now i eat grass ... cb ... must wait for my mama 2 come back .... haiz ...

ytd actually wanted 2 go out with yoshi n boon 1 ... but den opps .. =X ... sorrie ... but den i went out wiht ding jj n jh instead .. haha ... meet at 8 ... as usual i was late for 10-20 mins ... but guess wad .... i reach the mrt le ... ding still at hm ... ^_^ congrest ... nvm .. she reach abt 9+ le ... every1 went 2 nets 2 play le ... onli me slackin in ps ... haha .. like idoit but nvm .. den later we go eat first ... wah lau worse sia ... go up go down ... tour the whole ps den decided 2 eat yoshinoya ... haha ....

eat le went down nets ... slack a while ... shan they all went play billard at parklane ... haha i still dunno how 2 play billard ... so we went 2 play the $10 pool ... lolz ... haha dam ex sia ... but the place was nice .... got many tv with espn + the table n quite nice except for the pokets n the cue glass vibire 1 lor ... ^_^

haha 4 pple play abt 3hr+ den we r so broked ... by tt time i onli left $3 yeah !!!! den went coffee shop slack a while ... went 2 ceni slack ... den went cheers 2 spend my $3 on food ... haha ... n i was left with $0 !!! YEAH !!!! i m broked .. =(

every1 all no cash oso .. funnie sia we ... by den onli 2+ no bus no $$$ sad sia ... den dunno who suggested go ktv 2 slack at the lobby ... got air con + nice ... haha ... we slacking at the couch la ... den a lady come 2 us n give us 3 jars ... haha ... nb 4 pple drink 3 jars .. lolz ....

den we slack there until morning lor ... they all were singing without mike la ... coz fri there no mike .. haha ... all drink until sae sia ... we all first mug all still ok ... tar down onli ... but den later behind jj face red like dog ... jh tml nid 2 go interview ... so dun1 drink 2 much .. lolz .. den ding gg 2 drunk le still wna 2 drink .. all siao 1 la .... in the end i must clear lor .. 5 mug lor ... until i nearly die sia ... old le la ... i sae for 1 hr lor ...

aft tt we send ding hm ... den jj treat us prata !!!! wahahaha ... coz onli he got cash ... haha they tok alot of cock sia whole nite ... haha stupid day ... but quite fun la ... dunno y now a days pple keep giving me free drink ... =( .. cannot waste water la ... sin arh ... so mus finish ... ^_^

but now ... so broke .. chalets coming ... =( ... oh ya !!! results coming 2 !!!! haha hope i dun fail any ^_^

happy children day pple ...
n happy bdae yl .. ^_^
grow old n dun die ...
hhaa

sian~~~

2005-09-29T11:36:00.000-07:00

life is so dam boring now. Days seems to pass fast but weeks move slow. I do nt understand y but there is juz this feeling in me. clinging on me like a parasite. Mayb its me =(. Nth to me is fun anymore.

In the past , playing bball pool or com everyday is enough. but now, i got all the time in the world. Although i am limited my cash, but those things seems so boring now. Dun wanna b like those punks eating drugs n waiting 2 die.

I think i m gg 2 find a job! YEAH~ but no restrants. Fuck those pple. maybe go teach some idoits tuition or get a office job. yea gotta look for a job soon. I wanna train up 2 !!!

today i played badminton with my bro. like wtf man. we play last den 1 hr we all panting like dog le. (opps singlish is back) I m trying 2 type normally. HAHA! carrying on - i used 2 b able 2 play for like 3hrs non stop last yr. N running 2.4 in 9 mins isnt a prob =( nb. I think i m aging. Now , i would even pant when i m running 2 the bus stop =(. Think i will do morning jog.

08.00 - jog
09.30 - bfast
10.00 - play pool =X
12.00 - go home rest (nap)
02.00 - lunch
03.00 - go out
12.00+ - reach home
02.00 - sleep !!!

yeah !!! juz nice ... but den i onli got 6 hrs of slp ... wtf ... i cfm cannot wake up nxt morning .. n i cant slp at 2 !!!!! ^_^ guess tt was all crap .. haha

anyways i gg out with yoshi n boon tml ... ^_^ ... haha we know each other of short time nia ... but we quite close la ... used 2 b closer ... not coz seldom meet ... wierd arh ... we come frm different polys .. =X ... yoshi frm sp .. boon frm rp ... n i frm np .. haha stupid sia .... but its ok ... as usal i tell np rockz ... nt coz my sch is gd ... coz theirs simply sux !!! wahahaha. wadeva .. haha i m laming .... ignore me ...

i think i gg 2 train pool .. ^_^ still cant make up my mind ... but its alright ... i slowly think ... argh !!!!

punk rock ..

2005-09-27T11:28:00.000-07:00

haha my song punk rock seh ... but i feel veri copy frm many songs .... nt gd la .. must change 2 b more original ... sounds like simple plan sia ... got the pop side in it ... =( .... but got good char the punk .... haha wierd ... n lyrics 2 short .. =( ...

haiz .. nvm ... today same old boring day ... stupid jm wake me up frm my slp again ... come my hse dunno do wad shit ... den marcus come oso 2 pass me anime ... haha ...

aft tt zb jio go marina eat steamboat ... wah lau ... reach there den realise onli got 4 pple included me .. lolz .. stupid sia ... den they all dint wan 2 eat steamboat le .. coz 2 little pple ... normally we go is 10+ lor ... haha must open 3 table den enough .. now 4 !!!! lolz ... we took cab 2 the old market eat lor ... zb pay ... so we juz go .. =X ...

haha eat 50+ sia ... we cfm pban tt store le .. fucking nt nice 2 eat ... but we juz eat ... n drink abit lor ... 2 cans .. =X ...

den juz slack ard till every1 goes hm ... n 2 the end of another day ... time flies n xy juz sms me y i nv play maple ... maple sux !!! its for fucking bo liao pple .. any way i playing ff-x2 now ... quite old game ... coz now den pple lent me ... =X i lazy n no $$ 2 buy .. haha!

haiz .... today is tue n my wallet is empty ... ^_^

[Lifestyle of the rich n famous]

sick of this world ..

2005-09-26T13:24:00.000-07:00

i m sick of this world .. sick of this life ... tt i do seems alright ....
i wanna scream ... but pple would hear me ...
i wanna b alone ... but boredem would kill me ....

wanna do everything but nth goes according 2 plan ....

dun wanna b like every1

working till they die ....

so juz leave me alone

in this boring world ...

watch me as I'm fading away ~~

get along with my life

till the -- `day - i - die ~~

i wake up every morning

n see the same pple ard

i try to do

some thing different

but it all end up the same ......

nth cant interest me .....

nth i do will b alright ...

so juz leave me alone
in this boring world ...

watch me as I'm fading away ~~
get along with my life

till the `day I die

watch me ~ as I'm fading away~~

get along with my life

till the -- `day - I - die

till the day ~ I ~ DIE !!

jk bdae !

2005-09-23T10:56:00.000-07:00

yeah !!! today is jk bdae ... jio him out in the afternoon but he dun1 .. den at last when we were in marina sq .. den he call us out .... n yeah .... we started 2 plan .. .^_^

but before tt ... in the afternoon ... jm come 2 my hse ... wake me up as usal ... n buy me lunch ... come my hse tok alot of cock ... tok 2 my father oso .... haha joker la he .... den play dota using my lappy ... den i cannot play .. =( .... later we meet ken mark n zb go marina sq ... LOLZ ...

fun sia .... aft jk call us .. when we were eating ... we chiong go prepare seh ... some more must plan swee swee 1 ... some go buy this some buy tt .... we bought tooth paste n wip cream !!! YEAH !!! den mark n ken go choose a shirt for him ... wanted 2 find a super gay pink shirt .... but den dun have .. =( ... den we choose a old man shirt for him !!!! WAHAHAHA ... n got him present .. cool present man ... jm go pei jk ... store time while we do our shit ... lolz ....

but guess wad !!!! jm dunno how 2 fo esplanet frm marina sq ... haha we laugh until peng .... bloody bodoh .... n the funnie thing is tt .. he ask 2 pple .. n they give them wrong direction ... bloody stupid sia !!!!!! WHAHAHAHA laugh at him for the whole nite man ... loser sia ...

nvm ... our plan was a success ... we all go meet jk ... den all act normal .. shack hand ... give him present ... den sly ken started it all lor ... when he shaking his hand .. he push jk into the bushes ... den he kanna stuck ... den all gang bang him ... splash tooth paste n cream at him .... haha i got the pics ... wan it get it frm me .. =X ....

mark oso sly .... jk wanna use the shit on him 2 make us ... den he go near mark .... mark open the root beer den all splash at him ... hahaha coz he shake alot le ... den he poor thing sia ... whole body tooth paste + cream n root beer ... !!!! some more kanna his face so hot ..... like wan 2 cry sia .. but so fun ....

den we go toilet wash up ... LOLZ .. jm sly bastard ... when he take out his dirty clothes .. he make the dirty shirt wet .... den force him 2 wear the old man shirt !!! WAHAHAHAHA .... pro sia we ..... i got the video of jk in the old man shirt ... =X .... yeah ..... i think a few yrs later ... i can burn all the video n sell sia .... fucking funnie ... wahahhaha ....

btw guess wads the present ... =X ... haha we buy him FHM maxis n cleo magazine .. =X ... cheapo sia we ... but we did it for his own gd mah ... we scared later he become gay ... den we die ... whaahhaa .... den in the train .. he wanted 2 open ... den i say dun .... i tell him .. go home ... before u bath ... when u r on ur bed den open .. .wahahhaha ... lame sia me ....

he reach hm he sms me sia ... say tt was his fun-est bdae .... and thx for the present .... =X ... yeah ... haha den i sms him dun pcc 2 much .. its bad for health .. lolz .... bastard sia me .... i think he veri happy la .... get punked by us .... eh we skillful 1 lor .... we onli fail once ... on ken la .... he too sly ....

now i know y on my bdae many pple wan 2 aim me le .. =X .... but too bad ... i m too gd for them .. orh so sad .... yeah !!! fun day ... save jk frm been gay .... but he fucking selfish .... he say dun1 lent me read aft he read the mag .... =( ....

hmm nxt is mark bdae ... already planned ... ^_^ ... feel so bad sia ... always nv celebrate for this few pple ... coz they bdae always in exams ... den we nv play until so crazy .. juz normal wack in sch nia ... haha gg 2 punk mark till he die ....

long time no blog ...

2005-09-22T11:26:00.000-07:00

haiz .. LONG LONG long time no blog ... quite sian sia ... nt i dun1 2 blog la .. ytd so tired ... wake up so early go sentosa for class outing .. haiz .... dunno how they all wake up 1 sia ... reach hm slp at 12 la ... i think earliest day in my holidays .. lolz ...

today wake up at 2 pm ... blur blur sia ... i think coz slp 2 long ... abt 14 hrs ... =X ... weather nice arh .. cannot blame ... haha .... went mark hse ... they were jamming ... den later we went harbour front eat ...

aft tt veri still veri early sia ... den we play anyhow take bus again .. haha ... took bus 80 !!! coz like veri nice ... wah super stupid sia ... frm harbour front turn 1 big big rd ... den go chinatown ... den to city hall n bugis .... haha last stop seragoon sia ... den we dun1 go so far ... so we alighted at geylang to c c .... LOLZ ....

many old man sia .. n banka la .... lolz .... got some prostities oso ... veri err xin sia .... eeeeee got many china ger oso .. haha .... we pass by 1 hotel oppisite hotel 88 la ... den outside got 1 uncle .. he ask us we in hokkien ... say we running away arh .... den we say no ... den he ask finding prostitude arh ... den we say we go eat laksa .... den he ignore us le .... den he ask the banka la behind us say wan find ger ??? HAHAHA .. den the banka la say eh i CID arh FBI MIB .... den the uncle say nb back ... WAHAHAHAHA we laugh all the way sia ... dam funnie sia ... dam joker la ... but quite ok la the place .... excpet many lau tico onli ....

mid auturm

2005-09-19T04:34:00.000-07:00

haha ytd was dam fun ... we go celebrate mid auturm ... as usal ..every yr we all go same spot 2 play .. haha dam fun sia ... so long nv play until so siao le ....

we meet at 5 la .. at ginza .. of coz got many pple late .. coz i , the organiser, oso late le .. haha ... nvm la ... we r so use 2 it .. lolz .... fun fun fun !!!! we buy 40 pack of candles .. lolz .. stupid rite ... like help pple clear stock onli ....

den go wcp ... we build sand castle !!!! cool .. ^_^ ... as usal la ... but this 1 dam high 1 ... den we make road .. coz my frens all intial D siao ... like chu ming shan ... den jay chou race .. =X ... i got the pics .... make abt 1-2hr .. den sc yl come ... haha they standard super late pple ... but its ok ...

den we lit it .. o.O dam cool ... many pple surround sia ... as usal la ... =X .... so ps .. shy .. =X .... take picture le ... den start destruction progrem .. haha .... we burn lighter on top of the moutain ... look like volcano seh .... haha got the video .... hehe .... den later we dig hole n start crazy booming lor .... same for every yr la ...

aft tt we play game with the volleyball .. lolz ... fun fun .... we play douge ball !!!! haha super fun la ... is like the show la .. but we play on sand ... loser team must stand like the wall in free kick ... den get ram by the winner team ... hehe ... sadist game rite .... but fun .... some more we 1 person in each team must carry a latern la ... if the latern guy kanna touch by ball .. den stright away lose le .. haha must sly each other sia ....

aft tt we play wreslting ... must push pple out of the circle ... max pple is 4 la ... haha den push like crazy ... of coz mark win la ... bloody hell ... he whole game kanna push out 1 time onli la ... fucking crazy sia he .... haha but i got triple kill ... =X. .. sly them ...

play until dam dirty n sweaty sia .. like crazy idoit .... at last still elft many candles sia ... still got kites .. we nv go fly it .. =( .... haha we like no childhood seh ... BUT noooooo .... we got plenty of childhood ... we onli wan more ... ^_^

haha ... but happy time flies .. veri fast they all nid 2 take last bus home le ... den left the standard few lor ... slack in wcp ... do crazy thing until late late ... den go home slp ... super tired ...

haiz .. but my biz kanna screw up sia ... super suay ... now must start frm scratch .... but nvm ... everytime got a mistake we can learn frm it ... den change it 2 the betta ... haha like the show sound of thuder sia .... evolve or die ^_^ .... cool sia .. but now i sad ... kanna set back ... things juz wouldnt go according 2 plan ... but i dun think i will give up so soon ... haha ....

frp started ..

2005-09-17T04:00:00.000-07:00

wah bz the whole afternoon .. today FRP finally start ... yeah !!! c will earn $$ tonite ornot .. haha .. sld nt go wrong bah .. lolz ....

dint blog ytd again .. haha .. coz i went 2 my grandmother hse 2 stay overnite ... today is my grand pa 49 death day ... lolz ... ytd 3am+ den reach my grandma hse .. lolz .... but every1 still nt slp yet .. haha tok cock a while den go slp loh ... morning 9 wake up .. like 1 stupid idoit .... den aft everything .. chiong home slp .. lolz .. super tired ... wake up .... do plannings eveything ... alot of shit sia ... but ok le ... gg tkd later .. =( ... all the best ....

bored ...

2005-09-15T10:26:00.000-07:00

haiz .. holiday juz start ... n i m begining 2 feel bored ... got many things 2 do ... but i juz feel bored .. mayb i every long nv go out le ... out as in far away places .... everyday chill out in the same boring places ... almost know every1 in the places we often go le ...

haiz !!!!! sian ... ytd i dint blog .. coz i was watching vampire 3 .. vcd .. haha watch frm 12-7am .. lolz .. pro rite ... chiong finish 1 box le ... now wanna go borrow second box le ... who got lent me lei !!!!!!!!! i borrow 1 day enough .. i can chiong finish 1 ... lolz .....

haiz .... sian .... any1 wanna go out can jio me .. ^_^ i super free ...

stats sux ..!

2005-09-13T10:55:00.000-07:00

ok .. seriously .. stats sux !!!! n there goes my AD ... i can nv do well in anything tt i dun like ... i hope i pass tml paper ... dint know so many things i dunno sia ... i think i contiune 2 study tml ... sian .... !!!!! argh !!!! ...

dint know so hard sia .. until i go thru the exam papers ... wanna cry le ... =( ... orbie sia me ... normally slack so much ... but gd news is tt i today econs was like quite easy for me ... although i get many different ans frm my frens .. BUT ... mayb i correct they wrong lei ... must look at the bright sight ... haha ...

i juz recieve my debit card !!! YEAH !!!!!!! wahahhahah .... haiz .. tml last paper ... dam stress sia me .... aft today !!! HAHAHAHAHA ... time 2 contiue with my FRP .... haha did a trial run a few days back ... abt earn 300+ in 2 days ... hmm nt bad ... but did improvement .... too far frm my target .. 2 little time ....

betta nt stress myself more .. later hair drop .. den i cry .... haha !!! STATS SUX .... nites ....

3 gd guys ...

2005-09-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

juz return frm watching movie ... haha nice movie man .... watched 3 gd guys .... haha quite lame ending but touching man .... nearly cry .... err nv cry la .. onli tears n early come out nia ... =X ... but seriously .. the movie veri real sia .... once u come out frm prision .. veri dam hard 2 find a gd job .... DAM HARD .... coz i have a uncle currently in jail .... haha ... i onli seen him once him my life .... mayb veri young tt time got c him la ... but cant rmd le .... onli c him when my grandpa pass away .... he come n visit his wake ... with 8 police man ... n he was like uncrafted la ... ^_^ ....

firece sia he .... normal pple onli guarded by 2 la .. he got so many lolz ... big shot .... he last time drug traffic-ing ... keep in out in out haha like hotel like tt .... sad sia .... c him so old le still in prison ... haiz .....

but i reali think gambling can kill a person la .... if u wanna gamble must got self control la .... dun go borrow frm ah long la ... stupid thing man .... coz in the end .. u will onli end up in deep shit ... ^_^ .... serious .... it s a good movie ....

i think i nid 2 go study le ... dam it man ... tml econs exam still haven start on it ... argh !!!! GL 2 me man ... n 2 every1 taking exam soon .. haha .. dun fail dun gamble dun suicide ok ... ^_^ smiles

oh ya .. my lap top spoil ... nb ... tkz 2 my itchy hand bro ... dunno do wad shit 2 it ... haiz ... now using destop ... =( ..... go mug ... dam it !!!!! i hate 2 study ...

sux ...

2005-09-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

i think i have grow more hum over the yrs ... i have forgotten the confidance i had gg 2 the exam hall even i haven even touch my book ... like got no pressure .... but still got my Aces out ... easier den getting A in blackjack sia ... lolz ...

haiz .... now like study quite alot still scared sia .... n more stupid frens still under my blk now calling me 2 go out .... haiz ... tml 9 am exam la ... cant go out . .sad sia .. =( ....

i think i will fail though .. =( .... nvm i still watching the stupid vampire show .. haha so nice ..... ^_^

blogs users r dumb ..

2005-09-09T22:36:00.000-07:00

i think many blog users r dumb man ... y do they blog down all the mistakes they did in life n juz blame it on fate n luck ..... den they ponder over their pass ... look thru all thei pass blog entrys ... n decided 2 give up on life ... haiz ... stupid thing 2 do sia ....

u sld simle thru ur mistakes ... n simle more when u succesed .... onli feel sad when ur stomach ach ... coz veri pain arh ... haha ....

sad day ..

2005-09-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

juz came back frm infa exam .... den slp .... den wake up which is now .. ^_^ .... haiz ... stupid exam .. tired me out man ... make me study haiz ... i think i nt suited for studying man .. study abit nia so tired ... wan 2 die le ... like 10 millions yrs nv slp like tt ....

some more got stupid mistake la ... all tkz 2 i nv study enough la .... they say was in the past yr papers ... but i nv do it . =( .... sad sia ... aiming 90+% ... dunno can hit it ornot ...

dun care .... gg 2 study econs later la ... sianz ... i hate studying ... =( ... oh ya .. derrick bastard sia ... i met him on the bus gg 2 sch today ... he lame la ... he say he study alot ... ALOT ALOT ALOT ... u know y ??? coz he think of weena he tu lan ... den go study ... lolz !!!! he say the whole study break nv go out at all .. he power sia .... i oppisite ... i whole study break .. nv 1 day nv go out ... ^_^ .... lolz ... eh u all c le dun tell weena leh .. =x .. lolz ....

i think my father lose soccer today ... sad sia .... i think his tt type of old man camp in SP for many hrs ... den kp here kp there ... den think veri long den buy .. but in the end lose 1 .... haiz ... he lose so much le still wan 2 buy ... sad sia .... stupid sia. .. haiz ... old le brain nt working well i guess .... the key to win is have the rite attitude man ... the attitude to win more!!! n not wan 2 win back wad u have lost .... some pple juz dun get it ... =( ....

they fight for wad they have lost ... wan 2 turn back time .... but miss out the future ...

sad .. =(

2005-09-08T11:13:00.000-07:00

haiz .. today quite sad ... mark dint wanna join our stupid plan ... he say he dun wanna b rich ... sad sia .... now we lack of 1 person .. =( ..... haiz ... i think he got the same thinking as ken ... $$ will change a person ... become selfish proud n scared 2 lose ur $$$ ... den ur real frens start 2 avoid u .. n boot licking asshole come to u ... u dunno who r ur real frens and who r backstabbers .... u think every1 is aft ur $$$ ... u scared tt ur wife marriad u juz for ur $$$ n divoice 2 get haf of everything u got .... u r afriad tt ur children fight of ur $$$ ... they may stab u at ur back juz for ur cash ....

this world is juz so dark ... full of backstabbers selfish pple ... they mayb ur closest frens ... but they r the 1 tt lead 2 ur downfall .... every1 has a devil in them ... n $$$ is the key to open tt gateway for them .... it will turn u into $$$ leaching zombies ... n u will do many harmful things 2 the pple beside u .. even ur faimlies ....

haiz .... no1 is perfect ... coz the world isnt perfect itself .....

For a perfect world ... all humans must die ... till tt day comes ... i will juz b myself n kill those $$$ minded bastard ok .. ^_^ .... for our future ....

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