Saturday, December 31, 2005
hey .. happy new yr guys ... well ... another year has pass in juz a blink of an eye ... everything has changed ... pple frens surrounding familys even me ... well that is smth that wunt change ... so i have made my new year resolution ... kinda of sucky ... but it is the same as the other years !!! haha .... i shall not tell u guys wad it is ...
its not 2 late if u haven make them ... DO IT NOW !!! right now ... a person without a dream isnt a full person .... haha .... dreams become inspiration ... n it becomes big $$$ with planning n lots of hardwork ...
gd luck n most impt .. have fun !!!! in the new year ... 2006 here i come !!!!!!!
this is my first entry this year ... hoo rey !!!!!!!!! hip hip ... haha
kick ass;
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
hmm xmas has pass ... n every soon new year will b over again ... been very bz in the pass few days .. catching up with frens ... of coz i still haven seen most of my frens ... but i will get a chance 2 go out with u guys soon man ... juz call me out ... ^_^
so bz having fun .. till i dunno wad is fun any more man ... i think tiredness overcome everything ... i m like able 2 slp any where now .... yawnz .. so dam tired ... mayb fun is numb 2 me now ... haiz ... tts y life is always sooooo boring .... nth intersting 2 do and see ...
everyday u open ur eyes ... u will always see the same familar celing in ur room ... life is like so repeatitive ... u wake up ... eat ... do ur routine stuff .. and go back 2 slp ... how rare that u r able 2 do somthing speical .... well obviously i cant think of any now ... if i do .. i will do it now !!! =X ...
holidays r coming 2 an end .... dunno is it good or not ... but seriously .. i think holidays r more tiring den sch days for me .. =X haha .... but first week of sch starts i have a test .. =( ... n i sux in marco .... sianz haf ....
i hate studying ... but i like sch ... haha .. some wierdo eh ??? =X ... i wish i m still in sec sch !!!!!! some body save me ..... if u were in my shoes ... u probably ...... b dead now ??? lolz ...
argh stop the crapping ... i go slp ... tml watch movie !!!! yeah ....
kick ass;
Monday, December 26, 2005
have u felt that u have been pushed down from a 100 storey building before ?
the inpending doom triggers the fear right down to the bottom of your brain
ur arms stretch wide open ... trying 2 grab hold of anything that you could ...
your heart pound like a wild beast roaring in a cage
your lungs was squeezed by the fear ... forcing out every gasp of air in it
and when u land ..
you r choking out ...
you wanna say ur prayers but the words juz wunt come out
but juz as u were abt 2 land ...
u felt so relax ..
there was no more struggle
coz all the burden on u has gone ..
in that split second ... u have been teleported to place of silence and peace
u rmd the hardwork u put in climbing up the building ... all the sweat that rolled down ur face..
but now ... those r worthless ...
they could only stay in your memories .... floating in the mist that no1 could ever find it
all dreams and hopes were shattered at the instant ...
you have already lost hope for a second chance ..
miricle is juz what you need ... what they wouldnt come ...
you r all alone ... in this cold world ... where no1 even stop 2 take a look at u ...
you closed your eye .. and cleared your mind ...
allowing fade to bring us where we r suppose 2 be ....
-= THE END =-
kick ass;
Saturday, December 24, 2005
HEY MERRY XMAS PPLE !!!!!!! haha i had a boring xmas though ... but it was ok .... haha had dinner at sakuraya .. jap food .. the food was nice ... so is the price .... but i can afford .. coz my mama gave me $50 as xmas present .... n i almost spend it all in 1 day ... lolz .... oh wells ....
den we head down 2 orchard like we always do ... it wasnt as fun as the past years ... dunno y ... but i juz play along with them .. haha
i got a bag from bro as xmas present man !!!! and this is the first time he gave me some thing for xmas !!! hahaha realli happy man .. i have been using that old fila bag for like 2years ... woo hoo !!! but the new bag looks kinda of gay .. =X ... but it is ok .. i m still happy abt it ... lolz
i m thinking about the things i have done for this year .... like always .... the pple i have meet ... my new/old friends .... made many new friends this year man ... but my good buddies now r getting futher away from me ... argh tts sad .... i onli have 24 hours man .... how can i manage all of them .. =( ...
and my target .. .100k before poly grad .... it still seems so far away .... but i m on my way getting there .... i really dun1 things 2 change ... i like it this way .... but i cant stop it .... things that i find it fun in the past isnt fun to me now .... and i m doing things that i would nv even think of doing in the past ... haiz .... i have change so much ... yet i m still me ....
i dunno i changed for the better or worst ... well onli time can answer me ... but i have become more mature in my thinking ... haha .. n i dun flare out that easily like in the last le ... thats for the better ... but they r still many things i dun like abt myself ... hahaha .. i shall not say it here .. =X
haha .... no1 is perfect .. n i dun dream 2 me one .... let me stay the way i m !!! let me b happy always !!! thats my new year resolution !!!!!
kick ass;
Thursday, December 22, 2005
well i m really pissed now ... really dam pissed ... realli the most pissed this yr liao !!!!! i realli got nth else to say ...
kick ass;
Thursday, December 15, 2005
hello pple .. i decided to blog today again ... haha ... well .. today is fine .. i juz slp eat and play game. . althought tml is bca common test .. haiz. . dun care .. almost to the extend of giving up ... haha oh wells ... *prays ... lolz
well gd luck to every1 ... haha nxt week monday .. WOO HOO !!!! CELEBRATE XMAS !!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHHA .. but mean while ... work hard .. lolz ... have fun jc kids ... n gd luck to poly students .. lol ...
kick ass;
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
hm well .. tml is my ffa common test ... studied a little. . not too confidance .. but oh wells ... that always happen ... wah kanna stress out le la ... friday still got other paper ... b nxt monday have a project due which my grp haven even touched on .... argh ... projects dateline juz keep coming ... and exams r juz a stone throw away ... ITS TML !!!!!!!!
argh !!!! gd luck 2 me and 2 me and 2 me ... lolz ... and of coz 2 every1 else la ... i not selfish ... dunno who say TA05 not selfish 1 sia ... until now i still dunno who ... oh wells .. dun care ....
i hope i dun flank ... oh plz .... ^_^ nighty bloggy
kick ass;
Saturday, December 10, 2005
its been so long since i blog .. guess not many pple read my blog anymore .. well i dun care ... i think blogging is getting boring .. coz my life now is SO DAM BORING !!!!!!!!! imagine .. everyday wake up ... go sch ... after sch .. go home ... week end ton out ... reach home broke ... and den dunno y its monday again ... wad a stupid life ... to me everyday is either monday or sunday ... all weekdays r monday .. and weekends is sunday ... so there is onli 2 days in 1 week .. .=X
but now really bz ... exams projects ... driving me nuts ... assignements juz keep coming ... its like nv ending ... u juz have 2 do n do n do ... when u finished it ... u will have new projects 2 do ... hey mr/s director of BA .. we dun have 10 days a week or 40 hours day ... plz dun load us with so much things 2 do ...juz go home n face the wall to reflect ... we all have a life !!! not like u .... although i nv see u before ... but i m sure u r a old hag .. juz waiting 2 die ... ur wife/hushand diovice with u .. so now u r so bored and free .... working ur days of trying 2 to promoted .... fuck off la ... think we iron man arh .. so many things 2 do ... some 1 exams before study week ...
wad the fuck is a study week when the exams is before the study week .... it isnt call a study week for nth .... y not juz call it a holiday ??? bloody hell ... haiz .... stress ... i dun wanna fail .. =( ...
go slp ... tml burn down the sch .. ^_^
kick ass;
Sunday, December 04, 2005
today is sunday .. but i dun feel like its sunday .... haiz . i think i wake up on the wrong side of my bed bah .... today dunno y so moody ...
fuck up la ... i think i kanna stress ... exam coming ... yet playing games .. project due yet we dun do .. =( ... so many probs ... yet it wunt be solved by itself ... i wanna study . but no mood to ....
haiz .. i m dying ... hahaha .. bye ... nah kiddin ..
kick ass;
Saturday, December 31, 2005
hey .. happy new yr guys ... well ... another year has pass in juz a blink of an eye ... everything has changed ... pple frens surrounding familys even me ... well that is smth that wunt change ... so i have made my new year resolution ... kinda of sucky ... but it is the same as the other years !!! haha .... i shall not tell u guys wad it is ...
its not 2 late if u haven make them ... DO IT NOW !!! right now ... a person without a dream isnt a full person .... haha .... dreams become inspiration ... n it becomes big $$$ with planning n lots of hardwork ...
gd luck n most impt .. have fun !!!! in the new year ... 2006 here i come !!!!!!!
this is my first entry this year ... hoo rey !!!!!!!!! hip hip ... haha
kick ass;
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
hmm xmas has pass ... n every soon new year will b over again ... been very bz in the pass few days .. catching up with frens ... of coz i still haven seen most of my frens ... but i will get a chance 2 go out with u guys soon man ... juz call me out ... ^_^
so bz having fun .. till i dunno wad is fun any more man ... i think tiredness overcome everything ... i m like able 2 slp any where now .... yawnz .. so dam tired ... mayb fun is numb 2 me now ... haiz ... tts y life is always sooooo boring .... nth intersting 2 do and see ...
everyday u open ur eyes ... u will always see the same familar celing in ur room ... life is like so repeatitive ... u wake up ... eat ... do ur routine stuff .. and go back 2 slp ... how rare that u r able 2 do somthing speical .... well obviously i cant think of any now ... if i do .. i will do it now !!! =X ...
holidays r coming 2 an end .... dunno is it good or not ... but seriously .. i think holidays r more tiring den sch days for me .. =X haha .... but first week of sch starts i have a test .. =( ... n i sux in marco .... sianz haf ....
i hate studying ... but i like sch ... haha .. some wierdo eh ??? =X ... i wish i m still in sec sch !!!!!! some body save me ..... if u were in my shoes ... u probably ...... b dead now ??? lolz ...
argh stop the crapping ... i go slp ... tml watch movie !!!! yeah ....
kick ass;
Monday, December 26, 2005
have u felt that u have been pushed down from a 100 storey building before ?
the inpending doom triggers the fear right down to the bottom of your brain
ur arms stretch wide open ... trying 2 grab hold of anything that you could ...
your heart pound like a wild beast roaring in a cage
your lungs was squeezed by the fear ... forcing out every gasp of air in it
and when u land ..
you r choking out ...
you wanna say ur prayers but the words juz wunt come out
but juz as u were abt 2 land ...
u felt so relax ..
there was no more struggle
coz all the burden on u has gone ..
in that split second ... u have been teleported to place of silence and peace
u rmd the hardwork u put in climbing up the building ... all the sweat that rolled down ur face..
but now ... those r worthless ...
they could only stay in your memories .... floating in the mist that no1 could ever find it
all dreams and hopes were shattered at the instant ...
you have already lost hope for a second chance ..
miricle is juz what you need ... what they wouldnt come ...
you r all alone ... in this cold world ... where no1 even stop 2 take a look at u ...
you closed your eye .. and cleared your mind ...
allowing fade to bring us where we r suppose 2 be ....
-= THE END =-
kick ass;
Saturday, December 24, 2005
HEY MERRY XMAS PPLE !!!!!!! haha i had a boring xmas though ... but it was ok .... haha had dinner at sakuraya .. jap food .. the food was nice ... so is the price .... but i can afford .. coz my mama gave me $50 as xmas present .... n i almost spend it all in 1 day ... lolz .... oh wells ....
den we head down 2 orchard like we always do ... it wasnt as fun as the past years ... dunno y ... but i juz play along with them .. haha
i got a bag from bro as xmas present man !!!! and this is the first time he gave me some thing for xmas !!! hahaha realli happy man .. i have been using that old fila bag for like 2years ... woo hoo !!! but the new bag looks kinda of gay .. =X ... but it is ok .. i m still happy abt it ... lolz
i m thinking about the things i have done for this year .... like always .... the pple i have meet ... my new/old friends .... made many new friends this year man ... but my good buddies now r getting futher away from me ... argh tts sad .... i onli have 24 hours man .... how can i manage all of them .. =( ...
and my target .. .100k before poly grad .... it still seems so far away .... but i m on my way getting there .... i really dun1 things 2 change ... i like it this way .... but i cant stop it .... things that i find it fun in the past isnt fun to me now .... and i m doing things that i would nv even think of doing in the past ... haiz .... i have change so much ... yet i m still me ....
i dunno i changed for the better or worst ... well onli time can answer me ... but i have become more mature in my thinking ... haha .. n i dun flare out that easily like in the last le ... thats for the better ... but they r still many things i dun like abt myself ... hahaha .. i shall not say it here .. =X
haha .... no1 is perfect .. n i dun dream 2 me one .... let me stay the way i m !!! let me b happy always !!! thats my new year resolution !!!!!
kick ass;
Thursday, December 22, 2005
well i m really pissed now ... really dam pissed ... realli the most pissed this yr liao !!!!! i realli got nth else to say ...
kick ass;
Thursday, December 15, 2005
hello pple .. i decided to blog today again ... haha ... well .. today is fine .. i juz slp eat and play game. . althought tml is bca common test .. haiz. . dun care .. almost to the extend of giving up ... haha oh wells ... *prays ... lolz
well gd luck to every1 ... haha nxt week monday .. WOO HOO !!!! CELEBRATE XMAS !!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHHA .. but mean while ... work hard .. lolz ... have fun jc kids ... n gd luck to poly students .. lol ...
kick ass;
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
hm well .. tml is my ffa common test ... studied a little. . not too confidance .. but oh wells ... that always happen ... wah kanna stress out le la ... friday still got other paper ... b nxt monday have a project due which my grp haven even touched on .... argh ... projects dateline juz keep coming ... and exams r juz a stone throw away ... ITS TML !!!!!!!!
argh !!!! gd luck 2 me and 2 me and 2 me ... lolz ... and of coz 2 every1 else la ... i not selfish ... dunno who say TA05 not selfish 1 sia ... until now i still dunno who ... oh wells .. dun care ....
i hope i dun flank ... oh plz .... ^_^ nighty bloggy
kick ass;
Saturday, December 10, 2005
its been so long since i blog .. guess not many pple read my blog anymore .. well i dun care ... i think blogging is getting boring .. coz my life now is SO DAM BORING !!!!!!!!! imagine .. everyday wake up ... go sch ... after sch .. go home ... week end ton out ... reach home broke ... and den dunno y its monday again ... wad a stupid life ... to me everyday is either monday or sunday ... all weekdays r monday .. and weekends is sunday ... so there is onli 2 days in 1 week .. .=X
but now really bz ... exams projects ... driving me nuts ... assignements juz keep coming ... its like nv ending ... u juz have 2 do n do n do ... when u finished it ... u will have new projects 2 do ... hey mr/s director of BA .. we dun have 10 days a week or 40 hours day ... plz dun load us with so much things 2 do ...juz go home n face the wall to reflect ... we all have a life !!! not like u .... although i nv see u before ... but i m sure u r a old hag .. juz waiting 2 die ... ur wife/hushand diovice with u .. so now u r so bored and free .... working ur days of trying 2 to promoted .... fuck off la ... think we iron man arh .. so many things 2 do ... some 1 exams before study week ...
wad the fuck is a study week when the exams is before the study week .... it isnt call a study week for nth .... y not juz call it a holiday ??? bloody hell ... haiz .... stress ... i dun wanna fail .. =( ...
go slp ... tml burn down the sch .. ^_^
kick ass;
Sunday, December 04, 2005
today is sunday .. but i dun feel like its sunday .... haiz . i think i wake up on the wrong side of my bed bah .... today dunno y so moody ...
fuck up la ... i think i kanna stress ... exam coming ... yet playing games .. project due yet we dun do .. =( ... so many probs ... yet it wunt be solved by itself ... i wanna study . but no mood to ....
haiz .. i m dying ... hahaha .. bye ... nah kiddin ..
kick ass;